THE POETRY OF A FEW SELECTED VERSES FROM PARSHAT VAYISHLACH
Dear children of the Patriarchal and Matriarchal ways…..these are the days ---the very special days ---that the lights of the Holy Ones shine upon anyone who opens their heart to receive….and it goes so incredibly deep---we can receive the secret recipe of how to Bridge Heaven and Earth -----so lets dive into a few select verses with poetic eyes---it works every time ----and when we do----we can receive the secret recipe of how to transform the constricted mind into a state of expansion all the time----- and we can receive the secret recipe for seeing how patience will inevitably take us to the ultimate place----- and we can receive the secret recipe for seeing how the darkest hour is just before the dawn ---and this is the time we've all been waiting on since the very beginning------ and we can receive the secret recipe for seeing how all the goodness we engage in---creates Angels that surround us and lead us on the path we are meant to go on…..
EXPANDED AND CONSTRICTED CONSCIOUSNESS--THE YISRAEL AND YAAKOV FACTOR ---
God said to him, "Your name is Jacob. Your name shall no longer be called Jacob, but Israel shall be your name." And He named him Israel. וַיֹּֽאמֶר־ל֥וֹ אֱלֹהִ֖ים שִׁמְךָ֣ יַֽעֲקֹ֑ב לֹֽא־יִקָּרֵא֩ שִׁמְךָ֨ ע֜וֹד יַֽעֲקֹ֗ב כִּ֤י אִם־יִשְׂרָאֵל֙ יִֽהְיֶ֣ה שְׁמֶ֔ךָ וַיִּקְרָ֥א אֶת־שְׁמ֖וֹ יִשְׂרָאֵֽל:
***we are a nation of rational reasonable beings...
we see things the way they are...we see our limitations ...
we keep quiet when quiet is called for...
we rise and we fall when we are pushed out of the door...
we long for the days of grace whenever we are disgraced---
and we know that time and space will eventually make some space for our higher beings ---to step inside the ancient days ----
when we will see that all the ebbs and flows and all the highs and lows ---were the neeccesary road that the Jacob smallness needed to get to the Yisrael expandedness--
***there is no other way than this ---
and the people of enlightenment know
that they must let go
of all they know
in order to travel into the higher realms
where all is one--
where the song that is sung
will be the song of the soul ---
the song that knows
that the holy expansion
of G-d's mansions
in the sky
we will inhabit
when the time is right
***and we will live in a nachala blo metzartim---
in a state of endless inheritance
in a time when everything will be accessible---
a measure for measure payback
to the yisrael who understands that G-d is everywhere and everything
INSTANT GRATIFICATION
Now, let my master go ahead before his servant, and I will move [at] my own slow pace, according to the pace of the work that is before me and according to the pace of the children, until I come to my master, to Seir." יַֽעֲבָר־נָ֥א אֲדֹנִ֖י לִפְנֵ֣י עַבְדּ֑וֹ וַֽאֲנִ֞י אֶתְנַֽהֲלָ֣ה לְאִטִּ֗י לְרֶ֨גֶל הַמְּלָאכָ֤ה אֲשֶׁר־לְפָנַי֙ וּלְרֶ֣גֶל הַיְלָדִ֔ים עַ֛ד אֲשֶׁר־אָבֹ֥א אֶל־אֲדֹנִ֖י שֵׂעִֽירָה:
***and Jacob told his nemesis brother Eisav---
you go ahead and take it all ----
take the blessings of this world and the next---
we have all we need ---
the seed of endlessness has been planted in our midst---
the bliss of the endlessness has been shown to us
***we'll meet you at the end
or when the time is right....
but for now --we're doing just fine...
we're learning the art of patience...
the art of trusting in the process...
the art of knowing
that there is always a light at the tunnel's end....
the knowing that it is the going there
that is what it's all about ---
not the having things right now --that counts---
***that's your thing---
that's your sensation---
take your instant gratfication...
take it all now my brother---
if that's what you need----
take your entitlement
if that's all your eyes can see----
take you red red pottage --
and fill your sellf up here and now-----
***because you see----
we have a destiny
that's a completely different ----
we are learning that what is coming to you--
will come freely---
if you just let it be---
if you let G-d be the giver---
and you be the receiver ---
and the believer---
eventually you will see....
***so we'll meet you in Seir---
and the voice of Jacob --
at that time will speak louder
and clearer than it ever has before
UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
And Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until the break of dawn. וַיִּוָּתֵ֥ר יַֽעֲקֹ֖ב לְבַדּ֑וֹ וַיֵּֽאָבֵ֥ק אִישׁ֙ עִמּ֔וֹ עַ֖ד עֲל֥וֹת הַשָּֽׁחַר
***we are the warriors of the long exiled night ....
cast out across the vissicitudes of time---
new lands ----new sparks...
the journey seems to be endless--
the struggle tires us out ,
but we have to carry on ...
we are cast out into a new nation,
a new personality,
a new reality....
***all we have
is our collective subconscious swords at our sides----
a resonation of wrongs and rights--
divine guidance in the darkest nights ....
a collection of soul filling sparks collected along the way------
the clarity of why we are here and there and everywhere ---
and how long we can stay ---
and when we must be cast away--
***and the road seems to goes on forever--
but our endeavor is signed and sealed by the Divine ....
and nowadays--we find
signs of the approaching dawn more and more --
the Alot Hashachar---the end of the 'night' --
and we catch glimpses of the reasons why ---
the why of what we have
and what we have been
and what we will ultimately be ---
***and the wrestling matches
are about to come to an end ---
and we are being constantly sent words of encouragement ---
so hang in there my perpetual friend ---
soon soon we will know why every exile was neccesary--
and when it all comes into focus---
that's when we will stand amazed --
dazed and speechless --
at how all was meaningful and divine
and sent--in a personalized way---
and soon they say---
the break of dawn ---will reveal to us
the most beautiful song
you've ever heard .....
ANGELS
Jacob sent angels ahead of him
וַיִּשְׁלַ֨ח יַֽעֲקֹ֤ב מַלְאָכִים֙ לְפָנָ֔יו
**and he wanders down life's aimless boulevards
with his eyes almost closed
because he can't stand to feel
the pain and misery
and he'd rather see
the Ancient One
than the ebb and flow
of the street
**and in the distance
he hears the softness
calling out to him
so far yet so near
he can practically touch it
and he reaches down deeper
than he ever has before
and a door opens in his mind
and he stumbles inside
and the light is blinding
so he squints his eyes
and tries to see in futility
**but he does notice a voice
and of course he has no choice
But to listen
And this is what he hears,
"You have been brought here
Because we know you are An explorer
Of the subtleness
And the consciousness
And the mystery
So what you are about to see
May at first make no sense
But with time
And peace of mind
The message will be clear
As will be all the messages
You are privileged to hear
In the sacred text of providence
And so is anyone else
Who allows their lives to be guided by us "
**And as fast as these angelic beings Appeared
That's how fast they disappeared
And he regained consciousness
At the end of the sunset street
And his closed eyes journey
Once again taught him brand new things
About himself and life and love
With the grace of the One Above
BLESSINGS
May you be blessed from the Source of Blessings
May you be loved from the Source of Divine Love
May you be guided by the Source of Divine guidance
May your fate be drawn down from an above-nature place above the stars and the astrological realms
May your heart be so opened up , that it kindles the hearts of others
May your mind be expanded to see the allness always
May your love be an endless love of water and fire
May your thoughts be the thoughts of your Soul
May you transform all your descents to ascents
May you know the One who Knows All
May you be surrounded by those who love you
May you be occupied fully with what you are here for
May your joy be a joy that is so full that it gladdens all those around you
May you live to see the world elevate to a whole new level
May you truly actualize your higher calling
May you be receptive enough to see and hear and be blessed out by the myriads of spiritual abundance that is present every minute
May you create your life’s masterpiece and to become a work of art
May you tap into the eternal and endless wellsprings
of creative living
May you unleash yourself from all that is holding you back
May you join hands with the Master of the Universe in all that you do and say and feel and think….
May you be blessed to live in Paradise in your lifetime
מי יתן ותבורכו ממקור הברכות
מי יתן ותרגישו את אהבתו של מקור האהבה
מי יתן ותודרכו על ידי מקור ההדרכה האלוהי
מי יתן ואמונתכם תזרום ממקום שהוא מעבר לטבע, מעבר לכוכבים ומחוזות האסטרולוגיה.
מי יתן ולבבכם יהיה כל כך פתוח שהוא יצית לבבות של אחרים
מי יתן ומוחכם ירחב לראות תמיד את המכלול
מי יתן ואהבתכם תהיה אהבה אין סופית עשויה ממים ואש
מי יתן ומחשבותיכם יהיו תואמות למחשבות נשמתכם
מי יתן שכל ירידה בחייכם תתמירו לעליה
מי יתן ותדעו את האחד שיודע כל
מי יתן ותהיו מוקפים באלה האוהבים אתכם
מי יתן ותמיד תהיו עסוקים עם מה שלשמו הגעתם לכאן
מי יתן ושמחתכם תהיה כל כך מלאה שהיא תדביק את הסובבים אתכם
מי יתן ותזכו לראות את העולם מתרומם למדריגה לגמרי חדשה
מי יתן ותממשו לגמרי את צו ליבכם
מי יתן ותהיו פתוחים לראות ,לשמוע ולהתברך בשפע הרוחני הנוכח בכל רגע
מי יתן ותזכו ליצור את יצירת חייכם ותהפכו ליצירת אומנות בעצמיכם
מי יתן ותזכו לגעת בנצחי ובמעיינות האין סופיים של חיים יצירתיים
מי יתן ותשחררו עצמיכם מכל מה שמחזיק אתכם לאחור
מי יתן ותשלבו ידיים עם אדון העולם בכל מעשיכם, דיבורכם , רגשותיכם ומחשבותיכם
PNIM D'PNIM MMM NOV. 21 2018 PARSHAT VAYISHLACH
an mmm exploration into a mystical self actualizing consciousness caled Pnim D'Pnim
A FEW MORE POETIC RECIPES FOR CHANNELED LIVING
**In order to let anything
and anybody else
into our lives
We have to get ourselves
out of the way
**In order to let G-d in
we have to let ourselves go
we will not need
to be here anymore
**In order to be primally activated
body and soul
and thought and emotion
and word and melody
We have to be able
to disappear
just vanish from here
don't worry
you'll be in good hands
*in order to be the one
who can bridge
Heaven and Earth
to be the one
who can truly appreciate
what it's all worth
let your soul
show you what to do
and what to know
and why you're here
and where to go
*In order to be an instrument
played by the One Above
we have to let go
we have to give up control
and with awe and love
turn over the controls
to the One who loves us
with infinite love
HELP US LEAP INTO PARADISE
*Help us reach up to your eternity
Help us to embrace you with our whole heart
Help us to open our heart
Help us reach up to thee
in the only way to we know how
*Help us reach up to you
In the most incredible ways
We need Your smile
to guide us on our way
*Help us prepare for a whole new way
Help us make a completely new start
Help us see what we need to see
Help us step inside
of YOU
and then....
Help us step back inside of ourselves
in a completely new way
*Help us step inside
of a complete self-actualization
And manifestation
Of who we are
And who we are meant to be
here in paradise
*Help us step into
this world Of healing flow
Show us where to go
Show us how to open up the flow
Show us how to purge away
all the things that are in our way
Show us how to disappear
In order to get ourselves
completely out of YOUR way
*Help us leap into paradise
here and now
in this life
A WHOLE NEW WAY
I think that if we could Leap outside of ourselves
Leap outside of all of the Confinements
Leap into the land Of soul thoughts and soul words
Into the land That we have never Ever been before
Yet we know this place Like we know our own bodies A place that is totally new A place that has no rules Or pre-conceptions Just a Knowing
Then we could jump into A whole new way A whole new way of Feeling and thinking and speaking And what we’d think, we’d be And what we’d feel,
we’d be And what we’d think, we’d speak And what we’d feel, we’d speak
And Hashem would take us To the place of the heart
And the place of the Soul
And the place that we know
Bring me there Bring me back Bring me home
Ohh dear master of the Universe
Ohhhhh hear my deepest yearnings And take me there
I’ll follow your lead
And my mouth will speak your praises Forever
WHEN HE PUT HIS PEN TO PAPER
When he put his pen to paper;
*The ideas
The associations
Were free flowing
and endless
*He built the vessels
that were able to contain
The lights of consciousness
The Lights Of dreams
The Light of lights
to fill those vessels
*He spoke to us of connection
He spoke to us of disconnection
He spoke to us of harmony
where the disconnection
and the connection
interweave together
in a fine blend
sending the reader
into harmonious bliss
all of this
and so much more......
*He painted the pictures
of the deepest gloom
followed by the brightest hope
and a hush filled every room
as the readers learned the
life lessons of how to cope
*He told the stories
of the grimmest fears
followed by
the most
courageous transformations
and everyone drew inspiration
*He laid bare his soul
and the deeper he would go
the more
he would touch the soul
of everyone who saw
the wonder of it all
in their own lives
*and he had no choice
but to keep on writing
I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN HERE BEFORE
*listen to the voice the almost imperceptible voice and allow it to resonate loud and clear it's the whole reason why we've come here
*I know you''ve been here before I somehow recall your presence here in another role in another face but basically holding the same space running the same race
*I know that I've come to take care of unfinished business I sense the smoothness of my actions showing me that I've already done what was needed in another space and time
*And we roll around and around from here to there from then to now and the wheels keep on turning and the passion keeps on stirring
IF WE WERE SOMEHOW ABLE TO REMOVE THE VEIL
*if we were somehow able to remove the veil if we were somehow able to peak through the crack in the cosmic egg what would we see?
*if we were somehow able to recall all that we saw in the hidden light -filled womb if we were somehow able to stop the monkey-mind noise and let in the still small voice of the soul
*If we were somehow able to take a peek on to the other side If we were somehow able to tap into the other 96% of our brain even a tiny bit
*then our life would be the greatest journey known to mankind *then we would be in constant amazement in constant KNOWING
SHE ALLOWS HIM TO COLOR HER LIFE
***and she pours his words in a cup of wine and drinks it up until intoxication and inspiration color her life
***and she sees his silhouette in the door way and blinding flashes of insight and foresiight and hidden light begin to color her life
***and she knows that she has no idea what's going on inside of her but she loves the feel of it and she is willing to walk with it and allow it to color her life
***and she meets him unexpectedly in some back alley and her eyes watch his eyes seeing into the core of her soul and she lets it all go and end her internal strife and so she allows him to color her life
SPEAK TO HIM FROM YOUR DEEPEST DEPTHS
**He hears the music in the background Playing his soul Playing the heartstrings of his soul And the soul strings of his heart
**When he merges with you; he merges with his essence he merges with his highest calling he merges with allness he merges with the supernal love That burns with unquenchable yearning And thirst and joy and bliss And he somehow becomes one for you with you
**he wants to share with you everything he wants to share with you his allness he wants his allness to Awaken your allness And your allness in turn to Inspire him and you To reach beyond your allness
WHEN WE LIVE WITH THIS PASSION
*And when we walk this earth with a true grasp of what it' s worth with a vision of what will soon be known with a passion that won't leave us alone
*that's when we fearlessly become the initiators that's when we fearlessly become the motivators that's when fearlessly we become the instigators and all else in life only exists to carry out our passion
*and when we live with this passion it becomes our holy directive
*with it –we are invincible *without it –we are lost
*with it--all is effortless with it --all is bliss with it--the sea parts with it--all doors open with it--every second is vital
**And the male in us seeks to melt in self nullification into Hashem and the female inside us seeks to receive the endless seeds of possibility and turn them into the ultimate person that we can be
**and the void that constantly beckons seeks to overcome all lackings all needings until the private well that we protect so dearly becomes an overflowing constant emanating wellspring **and there are doors that have been closed that are beginning to open
**Dearest one Speak to him from your deepest Depths— a whole new language That only you and he can understand
VISION OF BLISS
**and the void that constantly beckons seeks to overcome all lackings all needings until the private well that we protect so dearly becomes an overflowing constant emanating wellspring **and there are doors that have been closed that are beginning to open and there are desires and visions and longings and birthings that are beginning to appear and to manifest
**and the lifelong vision of a life that's full and overflowing finds it's realization in the knowing that the ultimate way to be free is to love what is is to be in bliss with what is this ironically enough is the vision of bliss
YEARNING FOR COMPLETENESS
*there is a drive inside of us that yearns for completion to be whole to be in harmony to be connected to be free
*there is a drive inside of us that seeks the experience of being completed by one who has all that we lack
*there is a drive inside of us that knows that sharing the entirety of ourselves with another will elicit in return the other's sharing of their entirety with us
*there is a drive inside of us that will bring us ultimately to discover that special one that special completer that precious one who we will join with until we become one one in body one in spirit one in wholeness one in completeness
FOREVER
all that I do
all that I say
everyone I meet
all that I experience
all that I love
below and above
extends in sweet profundity
into the Forever
the love
I feel today relives and resonates and reverberates and reiterates itself
in deeper and deeper frequencies
forever I see your face there too with a knowing smile
and I smile back forever
I can hear them call out my name and help me gain a knowing
I never dreamed of before I arrived in the Forever
AND THE INDWELLING WAS FELT BY ONE AND ALL
there was a time when joy reigned exclusively
and blessing illustriously was present for all to feel and see
and the indwelling was felt by one and all
an unmistakable look of satisfaction and satiation
bubbled over in all aspects of life
or so it seemed
maybe just a romanticized dream
the grass is greener
the past is cleaner
feels more Heaven sent
than the messy present
that we're so hell-bent to run away from and cry
or so it seems to the untrained eye
but nevertheless we spend our lives chasing down the past
in our dreams
the memories stir up a deep yearning
for the good old days
calling out to be re-lived in any way possible
and that's what gives us the drive to stay alive
to survive and thrive ...
so the nostalgic fascination evokes the inspiration
calls up the re--creation of how things used to be
and the Creator of all reality
in His Infinite wisdom and majesty
decided that the best way that creation should come into being
was to first display His Allness and Omnipresence
and then to disappear until no one could see Him or hear
but everyone could feel that something is missing here
and we will find no peace until we reveal His Infinite Light
and that light will never cease
STEP INTO YOUR PNIM D'PNIM
step into your pnim d'pnim
see things you've never before
see feel the gravitational pull
of the whole world to you
and you to all those whom you are meant to be with
in collaborative bliss
soul of soul essence of essence
each breath lets you know that there's no better place
than this
step inside of your innermost-ness
peel away the layers strip away
the façade you won't need that anymore
not in this place
not in this sacred space
not when you truly face the essence of who you are
step outside of these rooms
these rooms that have deluded you
these masquerades that have intruded on your truth
these charades that have polluted your youth
external choices foreign voices
be relentless
cut them out with the sharpest knife
it's what you've been wanting to do your entire life
step inside my friend the water's fine
immerse yourself into the healing water
let the angelic voices
permeate your spirit
venture closer to the precipice
look out into the vastness
jump off the edge
free-fall into the void
with full trust
that the hands of déjà vu
will catch you
just like they have a thousand times before
what are you scared for?
WALKING WITH ANGELS
and he wanders down life's aimless boulevards
with his eyes almost closed
because he can't stand to feel the pain and misery
and he'd rather see the Ancient One
than the ebb and flow of the street
and in the distance he hears the softness calling
so far yet so near
he can practically touch it
and he reaches down deeper
than he has ever have before
and a door opens in his mind
and he stumbles inside
and the light is blinding
so he squints his eyes
and tries to see in futility
but he does notice a voice
and of course he has no choice
But to listen And this is what he hears,
"You have been brought here
Because we know you are An explorer Of the subtleness
And the consciousness
And the mystery
So what you are about to see
May at first make no sense
But with time
And peace of mind
The message will be clear
As will be all the messages
You are privileged to hear
In the sacred text of providence
And so is anyone else
Who allows their lives to be guided by us
" And as fast as these angelic beings
Appeared That's how fast they disappeared
And he regained consciousness
At the end of the sunset street
And his closed eyes journey
Once again taught him brand new things
About himself and life and love
With the grace of the One Above
THERE IS MUSIC EVERY WHERE
there is music everywhere;
in the low hum of the cars on the stree
t in the crunch crunch of the food that you eat
there is music everywhere;
in the morning birds' prayers at dawn
in the coyote's howls all night long
there is music everywhere;
in the way she slowly breaks into a smile
in the precision of soldier's marching single file
there is music everywhere
in the bitter sweet notes of a fiddler on the roof
in an opening of your spiritual ears
a sure way to hear which is fool-proof
there is music everywhere in the Shabbos candles song
that stay lit all night long
in the Shabbos nigunim song
when we all sing along
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