Thursday, November 2, 2023

Chayei Sarah - 5784

SET LIST PARSHA CHAYEI SARAH

THE POETRY OF THE HOLY SPARKS THAT COMPLETE US



Dear Holy Sparks gatherers…..children of the forefathers and foremothers---none other than the best----and we have been blessed to find inside of us the keys ---to free up the hidden lights that are entrenched in reality every minute of every day -----everything is at stake …for Heaven's sakes----life's choices are knocking at the door –---the unclear and the crystal clear voices show themselves to us again –only –a little bit different then before---and our hearts soar with desires ---holy fires that can never be put out—unless we check out of this thing called living----so we have to keep on giving ourselves and the loved ones who depend on us alot---a fair shot -- at redemption of the mind and soul----because our life choices know things that we don't yet know---we only find out as we go----because that's the nature of extracting the darkness from the light ---hindsight is twenty \ twenty ---and so we continue to fight our way through to the sunny days when we know that all that comes out way will complete us---and the choices that we make will redeem us ---and the Sparks that we can integrate will liberate us …..may this poetry open up our eyes to see –that all that comes our way—is exactly what is meant to be



THE LIBERATION OF THE SPARKS



****So we go through this world

Trying to find the lost sparks of reality

But the lost sparks are entrenched in brokenness

Those lost parts of our souls

They are entrenched

They are inhibited

They are in a web

They are in jail

Inside of some part of reality of brokenness

***And they are so bright

They are so brilliant

And they are so hopeful

that they can be liberated

that they can come back home

***And when we bond with each other

truly bond-in body and spirit

then we free up each other's sparks

because love and bonding

melt away the division

overlook the confusion

facilitate the fusion

accelerate the solution

and those happy sparks

get a free pass

to come back home to you and me



THE CHOICES WE MAKE

***the choices we make

the walks that we take

the books that we read

the lives that we lead

the things we seek

the friends we meet

the ups and the downs

the turn-arounds

the extent that we are awakened

the brokenness and depression

that we have forsaken

every sphere of existence

every struggle and resistance

***all these and more

come knocking at our door

and call out our name

this is no game

these are our holy spark lights

the life-force of our lives

that which is lacking in our souls

a constant stream

leading us down the road

THE SPARKS THAT COMPLETE US

**And I feel so alive

when my resonation revives the sparks of hidden life

calling me from their hidden hive

of long lost activity of a distant memory

of how things are supposed to be

drawing me close to thee

**and I'm driven to seek out

the love that magnetizes the soft light that hypnotizes

and the lesson internalizes when I'm consciously mesmerized

by the sparks

of the food that I eat

by the sparks of the partialness that I complete

by the sparks that are thoroughly replete

by the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet

**and sparks of primal desire

offer a hidden way

to forsake all the mindlessness

we seek to escape

they offer a way

to reshape the path

we so deeply want to take

to discover another side

of who we are

A DAY IN THE LIFE OF A TRUE SPARKS SEEKER

and every minute counts

because this candy store world

never stops tempting this young boy

in the guise of a man grabbing all that he can

the day breaks

and his spirit aches and reaches out with a hopeful shout;

''when can we start?'' screams his mind and heart

seeking out newly discovered treasures

supernal pleasures some worth little

others eternal game changers perspective re-arrangers

spanning the entire range of strange new worlds

and never before

nor never again will there be for him

such opportunity presented so beautifully

as there is today and every other day

because he knows in the deepest niches

of his soul that there is no poverty

in the gifts of G-d's majesty

and he fears not

because what he got today in his daily spark harvest

is the absolute best of the best

customized personalized energized electrified

lost parts of his soul sent from Above to help him grow

and so will it be tomorrow



IT'S ALL MEANT FOR YOU

every day

is completely new nothing you've

ever gone through before nor will it ever

happen anymore

and you are the chosen one

no other one will do

your time

has come to shine through

all the angels and the souls

are rooting just for you

and when

you can begin to see that the world

was created exclusively for thee than you will

know with certainty that all that comes to be

each and every new day

is completely unique and it's all meant for you

in each and every way

nothing else will do no one else will do

it's all meant for you

and the whole of Creation waits for you

SPARKS OF PRIMAL DESIRE..

And I feel so alive

when my resonation revives

the sparks of hidden life

calling me from their hidden hive

of long lost activity

of a distant memory

of how things are supposed to be

drawing me close to thee

and I'm driven to seek out

the love that magnetizes

the soft light that hypnotizes

and the lesson internalizes

when I'm consciously mesmerized by

the sparks of the food that I eat

the sparks of the partialness that I complete

the sparks that are thoroughly replete

the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet

and sparks of primal desire

offer a hidden a way to forsake

all the mindlessness we seek to escape

offer a way to reshape

the path we so deeply want to take

to discover another

side of who I am to reveal in me

a brand new man with a brand new plan



POETRY OF ALLNESS



dear children of the Patriarchs and matriarchs----creatures of allness----Come as they did with your 'days'----phase out the mindlessness----mindul allness calls you to the table---you are able to step up into this elevated mindset----just give it a try---what do you say----girls and guys .....with your big beautiful eyes .....live wires --one and all.....seeking that exotic island on the Earth and in the skies....that rare spot known only to the few and far between ....the mystical land of Allness....have you ever been....well , hop on board ---cuz the ship's setting sail and we will cruise at a poetic altitude that should get us within reach...just reach out ...and then reach in....and you will find yourself surrounded by allness again and again



A MYSTICAL LAND CALLED ALLNESS

*** We live inside a time warp
stuck in between past and future
neither here nor there
everywhere yet nowhere
We live inside
fractal fracturing factories
of assembly line humanity
ways of being
never really seeing
past our noses
and the door
continually closes

unless

***we learn how to walk
down the ancient paths
and never look back
then We can send our souls
to the highest heights
and partake of
the most breathtaking sights
Into a mystical land called Allness



WELCOME TO THE ILLUMINATION OF ALLNESS

**Welcome to the illumination of allness
Belly dancing our way into allness
Reach higher and higher into allness
Hear the enchanting sounds of allness
Smell the magical aromas of allness
clarify the intensity and the best way
to be in allness
walk down
the ancient paths
of allness and never look back



JOURNEY TO ALLNESS

.........please receive an offering
of my innermost-ness
here and now in the wee hours
when all is fresh and all is possible
and the road stretches out endlessly
on this Journey to Allness

..... And the inner urges ,
the inner cycles call out
like long lost drives from the echoes
of my Soul calling.... screaming....
urging... Bring it back....
BRING ME BACK!!
to the Journey to Allness

.. .... clear away the smoke clear away the haze
let the Soul come through to emanate
it's multi-colored glory essence
here on the edge here on the bridge
bridging night and day
bridging me and all else
and so you see
why I must set out
on my Journey to Allness

.........and off I fly
with no bridles
to hold me back
with all the obstacles
tossed lovingly
onto the fluffy white clouds....
and I break on through
to where I always
wanted to go ---
to go free--falling.....
on The Journey to Allness



ALL THAT CAME HIS WAY

***he let it go
he didn't need it anymore
not the adulation
not the over-active imagination
that lit up with every compliment
that came his way

***and the more
that he let it go
the more he saw
that a new voice inside
presented itself to him
at first not so clear
but with time
it drew near
and showed him
a wisdom
he had access to
a new point of view
in all that came his way

***not exactly his own
yet with time
he was shown
how all that he saw
and knew
was all preparing him
to recognize his true name
the reason why he came
and he never again
felt the same
about all that came his way

***and some say
that a light began to shine
a light from his eyes
a light that never went away
a light that lit up
all that came his way



SHE CONSTANTLY RE-CREATES HER REALITY



**The possibilities are endless
She understands this about her life
She knows that she can choose
Any one of a thousand interpretations
About what she sees
And what it means

**She also knows
that the perspective
That she chooses to focus on
Will make all the difference
In how life will unfold for her

**She sees clearly
that life is Sacred text
to be read and acted upon
As one would –--directions one would receive
To get somewhere of ultimate importance

**She is a master healer
And she constantly re-creates her life
in ways
that constantly provide
hope and new life
When there doesn’t seem
to be any

** She is an artist at heart
And she is aware of the artistic resources
At her disposal
And she paints
the finest life scenarios
That anyone has ever seen

**She is a partner with The One Above
And she constantly listens
To His endless advice
And the two of them constantly
Come together in Paradise


THE TRANSCENDENT POWER OF ALLNESS INTIMACY

all of me

is what I give to thee

representing the essence of me

my heart and soul

and all that I have come to be

all of me

representing everything I am

and all I do

awakening all of you

I can feel you coming through

all of me

forgive me if I seem too intrusive

but the truth can be so illusive

and unless I speak my allness

I may not get across my trueness

all of me

no separation

the focus of concentration

awakened motivation

complete inspiration

all of me

exclusive intention

eliciting a new dimension

defying all convention

inspiring your ascension

all of me

good to the last drop

giving rise to an abundant new crop

allowing me to say go and never stop

raising us to a place beyond the top

all of me

it's the secret of attraction

it's the key to true interaction

it's all about wholeness and not fraction

it's what will inspire us to take action

all of me

the source of real pleasure

the long awaited treasure

beyond all limits or measure

feel free to partake at your leisure

all of me

can't you see

is what I give to thee

and if we let it be

we'll represent the best

of you and me



THE POETRY OF TRUTH



[**The Patriarch was tested with the opposite of his trait of love---to insure that the love he was bestowing to humanity was real and truthful and resilient….we are all ---on a global level subjected to so much fear and pain and uncertainty---people seeing and presenting only their side and not the whole picture---and truth gets swallowed up in the process….truth lies in seeing both sides and accepting that the other side also speaks a side of truth too **]



Dear primal truth seekers-------refusers to fall asleepers------- inevitable breakthrough believers------cut to the chase helpless screamers…..the time has come for your light to shine -----wake up wake up….wake up the rest of us ----who don't realize the opportunity that is at hand--------the golden chance to leap into our own promised lands--------stand up and herald the truth in all of it's pristine glory ----it's the great escape out of here---out of the deceptions and lies that are so pervasive in our lives ----- …..Scream your truth ----you children of the dream-----because you ain't seen nothing yet---don't settle for anything less----the truth is the seal of the One Above------if you want to be in His Presence---you must speak and feel and think his Seal---the Seal of Truth ------- may the words of these poems soothe the transitions we all are going through ----smooth the transformations----soften the integrations--- from the World of lies to the world of Truth-----let truth be the only articulation that you speak---the only noise that you think ---we have no choice---so open up your lovely voice and speak only truth----start today---it will show you a whole new way



THE KNOWING PLACE

** *speak in silence
speak in sacred song
speak to me from the collective subconscious
that lies hidden inside you
from time immemorial...

***speak of things that were
speak of things that will be
speak of all that is here and now
that which is immediately apparent
as well as that inner voice
which bespeaks the ineffable truth

***speak from the heart
speak from the soul speak
from the knowing place that sacred space
of clarity and lucidity

****speak from the depths
speak from the bottom
of the deep blue Sea
speak of things that were
Speak of things that will come to be

THE TRUTH , THE WHOLE TRUTH AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH

***How does a person get back;

that which is disconnected

that which is uncontented

that which is unrelented

***How does a person re-embrace

How does a person re-compensate

How does a person re-integrate

that long lost part of their being?

*** How do we get it back?

How do we get back

the life force in our lives

How do we get back

the expression in our eyes

How do we get back

the synchronizing of our mind

***I'm not entirely sure

but this I do know

Our hearts and our minds will open

When we know the truth

about who we are:

***The truth

The whole truth

and nothing but the truth

so help me Gd

***Without any alternative agenda

Without any slip sliding pretending

Without one thing coming out of our mouths

and quite another inside our hearts

***and when we do get

to that knowing , glowing , flowing truth

when it saturates us

and infatuates us through and through

when it's what we think

and say and do

When we Feng shui

mind body and life

When we have a flow going

all the time

when what's coming out

is what's coming in

and what's coming in

is what's coming out

***Then and only then

we will begin to walk that path

back home again



THE PURITY DEEP INSIDE

deep inside
there resides
a sanctuary of purity

an indestructible power point
a transcendent alignment
a defiant invincibiilty

a knowing place
a reservoir of truth
a future world perspective
an all is perfect as is being

an interconnected interinclusivity
a face that we know we can be
a life that is completely free
an inability to do anything bad

and when we touch this sacred reality
we unleash a host of Angelic beings
that show us
whole new ways of seeing
that give us a taste of eternity
and usher us
in to a sanctuary of purity


POETRY FOR CONSTANTLY BIRTHING

Dear and wonderful friends and fellow seekers of new and alternative ways of being born ….of birthing our way into the land of allness……of celebrating our birthdays every day of the year---for truth be told---when we open our eyes to truly see---we are all being born daily in so many remarkable ways …….birth yourselves anew----a new you –a you that only birthing can cause to come through….see where you have come from and where you are going to and birth yourselves anew---and then get a bird's eye view of the brand new you that is now and always coming through----it's the most exciting thing that you can possibly do….please accept the poetic wishes to and from all those who are experiencing birthdays and renewal days and are communicating their birthings daily in amazing ways ------I wish you joyful birthings and rebirthings and un-earth-ings of a brand new you ….it's the very least we can do



CONSTANTLY BIRTHING

be free
be the one who stands up
and lets the anxieties
fall away from you
like the dew melting away
in the morning sun

be free
show them all
what you're made of
a lovely testimony
to your invincibility
allowing your difficulty
to sink into obscurity
like the sunset sinking into a majestic evening

be free
illuminate the darkness with the colors of dawn
with the determination to move on
and the struggles that you face
that only light up the way
for all of us to follow
if we dare
if we can share
your breath-taking vision
of the glistening light
at the end of the endless night

be free
show us a new way of seeing
a new way of being
where all the dilemmas and chaos
and disorder and discord
all prove themselves to be
a thing of the past
a fleeting impression
that does not last
swallowed up in the relentless
melody
of a holy soul
constantly becoming
constantly arriving
constantly birthing

TO BIRTH A NEW ME
seeing
revealing
who I am
I am about to birth
a new me
I was conceived
at the genesis
of this last year's reality
and I'm stepping into
new ways of being
new ways of seeing
my birthing is growing
I'm starting to show and be shown
to grow and become slightly known
wild oats becoming sown
my birthing
is starting to show
showing me
the direction my life is heading
is starting to show me
who I am becoming
and what is unfolding
this child inside me
is growing
and starts knowing itself
it's place
and on the face of it all
it still seems pretty small
not much to talk of at all
until I listen close
than I discover
brand new
eyes and ears
and nose
sensing hidden sensings
I've never seen
the hidden light
starts opening
it's pristine sights
that I've never dreamed
I could see
in the old me

and the new me
explores
new ways to be
new ways to be me

YOU ARE BIRTHING ME

You are birthing me right now at this point in my life

You are allowing me to purge,
You are allowing me to see

You are allowing me to be me

I just put it out there

on paper

or into the airwaves

I just let it all be
intertwined with all my different desires

with All the different essences,
they come out on to the page

or into the airwaves

and into the ears and hearts

of all who receive

Birth me into that whole majestic space

For I am a newborn baby

completely dependent

on your tender loving care

And I thank You for the gift

of associative thinking And the ability to hear something
And see all the other lateral thoughts at the same time

I want to thank You for the gift of birthing [or being a birth channel of...]
so many thoughts in between thoughts So many lines in between lines
So much depth within depth Its the incipient point of the wellspring
Its the beginning of the diving into the deep of the whole mix
of who I am and who I was and who I am meant to be

Who the IAM was and who the IAM is

Trying to see how

we can navigate that intimate path

To get to the I am

and to be born

into it's splendid light

RETURN TO THE INFINITE WOMB

the core motivation that transcends all other motivations

that externalize all other realizations

that leave behind all other inspirations

is the drive towards realization

of a return to the Infinite womb

no other agendas will do

it's not only what we want it's what all of Creation wants

and to the extent that we are true to this core

than we will begin to soar

to the highest heights

and fly higher than

we've ever flown before

and keep on flying

forever more

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