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Elul
I am my beloved’s and my beloved is mine
Only we humans were created as one body
With male and female parts
That became separated
So we spend our entire lives
Driven to return to the oneness
Our souls are essentially a part of G-dness
We spend our lives thinking
That we want this
And we want that
But all we really want
Is to return to the oneness
This is the month of Elul
This is the month of Creation
And creating And co-creating
And re-creating And creativity
We are moved to rediscover
The roots of who we are
And to recreate ourselves
In that image
But all we really want
Is to recreate ourselves
Returning to the oneness
When there is love
There is no space too small
To keep us from being together
And there is no space too large
That can keep us apart
When there is love,
Then all of the unquenchable thirst
That exists in the Universe
Will drive us to seek to
Return to the oneness
And where there is love
That is created
From sharing together
Thousands of experiences
And millions of love songs
And heart songs And prayers
And blessings And feelings
And fears And pangs of guilt
And saying I’m sorry
And knowing that you’ll
Come through for me
Like you have
Endless times before
Then the love Will guide us
To return together To The Oneness
POETRY OF THE ART OF SEEING HOW LIFE'S SACRED TEXT GUIDES YOU AND REFLECTS YOUR ESSENCE AND YOUR WILL / RATZON
Dear life's sacred text readers….dear subtle resonators---dear recognizers of your name being called amidst the chaos of it all……know this---you extra-sensory perceptors—--you artistic connectors of the seemingly unconnected clues being thrown at you constantly , haphazardly ---or so it seems ---know this----- you scholars of the school of life-------- it's not by chance that what you see is what you see-------because you've learned the essential lesson ---that we all need ---that the more that you believe –the more that you will really see------and really be able to read the sacred text of reality ---and this will be the most profound conversation that the world can have with itself and with anyone else…….so embrace the sublimity of the poetry that I have been directed to send to thee this fine day ---and see if you can find your own way with life's sacred text guidances constantly coming your way
LIFE'S SACRED TEXT
***and life turns a page
and opens up for him
a brand new day
and it was evening
and it was morning
and G-d saw that it was good
and he could go there too
when he learns how to know
how to read life's sacred text
***and the love exchanged
with the people
and sounds and sights
and thoughts and plans
of his brand new day
open up his heart to understand
what a lit up man can understand
when he
makes a plan
to learn how to read
life's sacred text
***and the depth
is endless
sensational
unfathomable
but that doesn't
absolve him at all
from trying
at all times
to read
in between the lines
for each and every
illuminating message
he can find
in life's sacred text
PILLAR OF FIRE
[**life's sacred text guidance**]
***the pillar of fire
leads us through the wilderness
the clouds of glory
hover above
protecting us with love
***where life's loving beckoning leads
I follow
When life's sacred text speaks
I listen
I learn I yearn
***to see that ancient pillar
I long to be embraced
by those sublime clouds
the sparks are everywhere
the sparks complete me
in every thought
***sparks of soul recovery
sparks of revealing to me
who I am
and who I am
meant to be
-a spark in every prayer
-a spark in every teaching
-a spark in every friend
I thank You
that you send
sparks without end
IT'S THE ONLY VOICE
****eternity
shines down on me when I capture the infinite love
inside my sefirotic eyes
****illuminousity
seems to be the voice that keeps calling me
no matter what else occupies me
***poetry
has staked it's property here inside of me
I can't seem to find any other way to be
****electricity
is the eye with which I see with such intensity
that I can't seem to free myself
from it's light that enraptures me
****eternity
I pledge allegiance to thee your spacious expanse draws me
inside of thee it's the only voice
that speaks to me
ALL THAT WE CAN DO NOW IS TO SEARCH FOR HINTS AND CLUES
*once upon a time
we all spoke the same language
*we were all on the same page
*The Holy Tongue
was the only one that we all knew
*Unity was the only
Language that we all knew
*but when the end goal
became the I without the Thou
*that's when The Holy tongue
became mingled like an invisible soul
in the all the tongues of the globe
*and all that
we can do now
is to search for
hints and clues
hiding in hidden sparks
*and with the help
of the Holy One
we will redeem
the unified glory of the holy tongue
*and on that day
He will be One
and His Name
will be One
A CONSTANT STREAM OF SPARKS LEADING US DOWN THE ROAD
the choices we make
the walks that we take
the books that we read
the lives that we lead
the things we seek
the friends we meet
the ups and the downs
the turn-arounds
the extent that we are awakened
the brokenness and depression that we have forsaken
every sphere of existence
every struggle and resistance
all these and more
come knocking at our door
and call out our name
this is no game
these are our holy spark lights
the life-force of our lives
that which is lacking in our souls
a constant stream leading us down the road
PLANT A SEED OF YOUR NEW DESIRED REALITY AND WATCH IT GROW
***plant a seed
plant a desired scenario
and watch it unfold
watch with anticipation
watch with resignation
watch with bated breath
watch and know
that what you wanted to happen
will unfold
***and there's a coming together
of what you want to be
just watch and see:
there's a spectacle that dazzles the mind
and it works every time
on this you can be sure
just watch and see
cuz seeing is believing
and believing enables seeing
*** and even if you think
that what is unfolding
is not what you had in mind
think again
realize
The Creator
The Divine Instigator
knows that the vision
that you thought
you had in mind
is only veil-ing
your deepest vision
you knew it all the time
He always makes it happen
in His own way
in His own time
THE POETRY OF THAT MYSTERIOUS STATE OF BEING CALLED 'RATZON'
Dear willful, willing, primal desirers, seekers of the mystical state of being ---of being in your element …of seeing why you have been sent here….dear becomers… the sensation of knowing that you can be whatever you want to be---carries with it endless intrigue….explore your desires—you sweet mountain climbers …you precious sky divers…you life liners…Ratzon is here and knocking on your doors…come out and breathe in the possibilities of living like you never have before….here are some poems daring to explore---even to fathom the opportunities we have at our fingertips at this unique time
DESIRES
*desires can ignite sacred fires
*desires can create holy souls
*desires can transcend the world of lies
*desires can reflect all that will happen
*desires can connect us to the beyond
*desires can show us what we are missing
*desires can help us step into the realm of the miraculous
*desires can open us up to live the life we love
*desires can allow us to be invincible
*desires can help us be at one with our life's calling
*desires can help us be at one with The One above
AND WHEN WE WALK THIS EARTH WITH A TRUE GRASP OF WHAT IT'S WORTH
there is a spark of endless light
waiting to be discovered
in it's camouflaged state
not yet allowed to participate
in the celebration
of it's ultimate elevation
it's been hiding for thousands of years
in the masquerade party
of life's nondescript anonymity
blind to it's ultimate destiny
unaware of the beauty
that will be on display
for all to see
And when we walk this earth
with a true grasp of what it' s worth
with a vision
of what will soon be known
with a passion
that won't leave us alone
AND I FEEL SO ALIVE
And I feel so alive
when my resonation revives
the sparks of hidden life
calling me from their hidden hive
of long lost activity
of a distant memory
of how things are supposed to be
drawing me close to thee
And I'm driven to seek out
the love that magnetizes
the soft light that hypnotizes
and the lesson internalizes
when I'm consciously mesmerized
By the sparks of the food that I eat
by the sparks of the partialness that I complete
by the sparks that are thoroughly replete
by the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet
by the sparks of primal desire
May we be offered
a hidden way
to forsake all the mindlessness
that we seek to escape
May we be offered a hidden way
to reshape the path
we so deeply want to take
to discover another side
of who we are
and another
and another
ad infinitum
THE NATURE OF PRIMAL DESIRE.
Desire;
compelling---you cannot ignore it
irresistible---you must give in to it
impossible---is not an option with it
adrenalin---saturates every body cell with it
projection---of the completed vision of it
enticing---you cannot resist it
Desire;
offer---that you can't refuse
explosive ---and you light the fuse
passion---heated wellsprings endlessly enthused
color---deepest red and pulsating hews
fire---frenzied heat inhabits all you peruse
obsessed---infatuated frenzy-you cannot choose
THE GREATER THE CHALLENGE THE MORE PRIMAL YOUR DESIRE MUST BE
*the greater the challenge
the more primal your desire must be
and
the more primal your desire is
the more the challenge turns into bliss
*the greater the darkness
the more primal your desire must be
and
the more primal your desire is
the more the darkness turns into light
*the greater the separation is
the more primal your desire must be
and
the more primal your desire is
the more the separation turns into unification
*the greater the concealment is
the more primal your desire must be
and
the more primal your desire is
the more the concealment turns into revelation
YEARNINGS
**the soul yearns
for the days when she was in the world of souls
but the body
keeps it from returning in the meantime
**the candle light--
like the soul-- yearns for a higher dimension
but the wick and the candle keeps it in check
in the meantime
***the heart yearns
for the people and places
that allowed full disclosure ,full expression
no holding back
**but alas --
it's only a memory now--
and absence makes the heart
grow fonder --- until that time
when her
spectacular love
will shine again
for all to see
THEY CANNOT RESIST AND THEY CANNOT NOT RESIST
*They present to each other their fire
And the fire burns Inside of them day and night And night and day
And they cannot resist And they cannot not resist
So they move away from The fire For a while Again
But they come back They have to
*Their path is a new one
They create it as they go Their strength
rests in being present With each other
Their fallout When they are not Being present
*So they reach out
For each other''s hands For each other's breath
For each other's heartbeat For each other's eyes
*And they try to keep their desire
at a slight distance with a degree of persistance
because they know that they cannot resist
and they cannot not resist
RAAVA D'RAAVIN
Raava D'Raavin
the desire of desire the essence of desire
the desire to desire the source of desire
Raava D'Raavin
3rd meal on Shabbos a bridge time
between Heaven and Earth.
a melancholy experience of leaving Paradise
and stepping into the week a convergence time
of yearning of willing of desiring to live life
in a state of Essence
Raava D'Raavim
a state of mind wish I could be in all the time
Raava D'Raavin
Ratzon of Ratzonot
Will of Wills
is a place of transition
a place where the
old me gives way
to the new me
Raava D'Raavin
is what goes up into the Desire of Gd to
create the World
it is this entire month of Elul
it is our desire to create a new life
to love the life I live
and live the life I love...
and the distant light
shines for us
aligns us
redefines us
assigns us
the way to go
the path we know
A FEW POEMS ABOUT BRAVELY LIVING YOUR CALLING IN LIFE
Dear wanderers through the wilderness of life ….searchers for a plan or for some inspiration to help to make it all work out right…..hear the calling deep inside your spirit –like the bat kol of old announcing it's message to the bold ones……see the horizon's distant light selectively shining in your eyes like the the pillar of fire leading you past the pitfalls of life in the seemingly endless life…..know your path and know it well and don't fall for some cliché way that passes for a respectable plan for any decent woman or man---time and life is way too precious for that…you have a song that no one else can compose ---and that's the one and only way that you are meant to go…..perhaps some poetic inspiration can light up your absolutely unique resonation
THE CALLING
Magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied
so intensely with his calling
calling him to stay and then to go
he can't really know until the inner voice
leaves him no choice but to climb that tree
bridging him to the place that he's meant to be
if he could only be
and this calling voice lights up a candle
on a pitch black night what an awesome sight
he's tried and tried and forever remains
magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied
INTENSITY SCREAMS OUT MY NAME
****intensity screams out my name
on the streets on the rooftops
in the eyes of all those I see in passing
embarrassed glances some of them know
most just look away
*****I want the truthI want your heart
I won't settle for anything less
time ---precious--spark filled
life filled time won't settle for anything else
*****I want the pnimiyus
I want the soul of the matter even when everyone else
is content with the outer trappings
with the --how does it look?!'
with the --'what will people say?!'
with the ---'what will I get from it?!
*****speak to me
from a place of timelessness
speak to me from a space of effortlessness
speak to me with passion speak to me from your truth
speak to me with intensity I won't
I can't
settle for anything less
WHO'S CALLING THE SHOTS AROUND HERE
****the righteous ones know
that though they seem
to be the ones calling the shots
and the ones mapping out their paths
they know that a higher hand
guides their hand
a superior plan supersedes their own
a route unknown to be shown
to them only when the time is right
hindsight
so they say is the way that we can see
what the Creator wants us to see
****and when you know this clearly
then you can be set free
to navigate an alternative reality
where you know with crystal clear clarity
that even when things don't turn out
the way you planned them to be
you can trust that this is way
the Creator meant for it to be
****and even the
worst of mistakes the most unfortunate breaks
the stupidest blunders will never tear us asunder
from just where we're supposed to be
it's been thusly decreed
from the beginning of time beyond reason or rhyme
****and sometimes
we fall where we fall to help lift up all of those souls
who have nowhere else to go
and have been waiting
since who knows when for us to fall
into their small-minded place into their imprisoned space
and together with us
they rise high above the skies
to reclaim their lives
***and we trust in the process
that continually leads us with hearts open and closed eyes
and those who are truly wise learn how to see how their lives
are being guided by the One who knows
just where you need to be and where you need to go
and what you need to know
TO DISCOVER ANOTHER SIDE OF WHO I AM
**And I feel so alive
when my resonation revives
the sparks of hidden life
calling me from their hidden hive
of long lost activity
of a distant memory
of how things are supposed to be
drawing me close to thee
**and I'm driven to seek out
the love that magnetizes
the soft light that hypnotizes
and the lesson internalizes
when I'm consciously mesmerized
by the sparks of the food that I eat
the sparks of the partialness that I complete
the sparks that are thoroughly replete
the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet
**and sparks of primal desire
offer a hidden a way to forsake
all the mindlessness we seek to escape
offer a way to reshape
the path we so deeply want to take
to discover another side of who I am
to clearly show me that I am
a brand new man
with a brand new plan
ECHOES JUST BEYOND THE REACH OF MY CONSCIOUS MIND
***deep inside a voice calls
in the distance a lion roars an eagle soars closed doors
open effortlessly leading me down the path of a dream
I wake up not remembering a thing
***in the way you smile
I recall how it felt once upon a time
so sweet so sublime
in days gone by it was the spice of life
what was it that struck my eye? that got me so high?
***in the shadows
I realize what I'm here for
and then this illusive realization
disappears into my imagination
indistinguishable from the endless stream
of thoughts flying by
***a leaf falls gracefully
intoxicating me with it's promise of how it could be
echoes of eras to come and eons gone by
drive me relentlessly I'm not sure why
but right now I gotta fly see ya at thenext intersection
in the sky of my mind but for now I gotta fly
before I fall too far behind not sure how not sure why
***and to you
my perennial invisible friend be with you till the end
and love and regards to all those hints and clues
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