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TEARS OF HOPE POETRY
Dear riders on the railway lines of hope…..never giving in to despair [even though it seems to be showing it's cruel face everywhere] …and the tears of hope sing a different song during this long exile….it reassures us that a light waits for us at the end of the night....and our prayer is fueled by a hope---a hope of certainty---that The One Above knows that our hopes are not some disappearing impressions ----but rather firm intentions of knowing hearts certain that every hope-filled new start we set out on will ultimately take us there—exactly where we are meant to be….and we can dare to start living again today …..and we can be rest assured that when our prayer comes from the depths ----it will be heard on High….and we can rely that from on High will come salvation when it would seem otherwise to anyone who looks on…..and the Sun and the Moon and all the Stars in the Sky will testify that the last vestige of life that has been hiding deep in the ground –will resurface and nurture us back to life ---never to know dying again---and we will defy the hopelessness—--and hope the poetry can help us step into the land of hope
NEVER TO KNOW DYING AGAIN
**I extend to You my hand take me where you will
take me across the seven Seas take me to the Heavens and back
show me the inner sanctum
**lead me into the Promised land where You go I will follow
what You say I will do I know that my life is all about I and Thou
You will show me how I will do and You will show me how
when You call I'll come running
**even the Angels of Peace have no permission to be here
in this holiest place in this Divine embrace in the embrace of life
in the embrace of trust in the core desire of my Soul
there is no other place I ever want to go
**and we learned the recipe a long time ago
when you placed the crowns on our heads and in our heads
you taught us how to step inside of Paradise here on Earth
never to know dying again never to experience crying again
**I extend to You my essence sight unseen
I know that never will there be such an opportunity
for such bliss again and all You ask
is to take Your Hand sight unseen
**please give me the vision to see where all this leads
please give me the courage to close my eyes and leap
please give me the wisdom
to know that You will set me free
for all of Eternity
HOPE IN THE FACE OF HOPELESSNESS
...........you may find yourself lost
inside of a strange land…
perhaps in a dream…
perhaps you may get lost among beings
that no eye has ever seen
you even may journey
into the valley of death
you not need not fear
cuz HE will be here
to hold your hand
to lead you eventually
to the promised land
like He's done for you again and again
.............and you can see this light of hope
in every situation that you find yourself in
burning bright in the midnight sky
illuminating the end of the tunnel's light
..........all you have to do is close your eyes
and look deep inside
into the hidden light
that shines the darkness away
today and every day
.................open your mouth to pray
that this light of hope
will accompany you
every place you go
and allow you to look straight
into the eyes of deception and lies
and declare with a voice of defiance
that you can draw upon
from deep inside
any time you like
KISTA D'CHAYUSA
[the last vestige of life—resurrected]
***a seed decomposes in the dark rich earth
hidden from the eye nothing left of it
except for the kista d'chayusa the last vestige of life
and that last vestige
is what builds up a whole new life form
a whole new redwood tree a whole new forest
a whole new universe
***a person loses it
loses their hold on reality on proper perspectives
on proper proportions on any desire to carry on
they bury themselves in the foggy netherworld
of compressed , depressed impressions
of what could've been what should've been
what would've been if only......
***ahhhh what's the use
and the self abuse
dominates the day
they can't find any other way
there's really nothing left of them
except for the kista d'chayus
a last vestige a distant dim ray of hope
***they don't know why
but they close their eyes and take a baby step
a baby step that leads to another and another
and pretty soon they see things a bit differently
things don't necessarily have to be stuck in rigidity
and they slowly and surely emerge with a new power
a power that towers over anything they've ever known before
need I say more?
I think we've all heard this story before.....
but the little wide eyed baby boy inside of me
urges me to tell some more and more and more.....
***and sometimes we fall where we fall
l to help lift up all of those souls
who have nowhere else to go
and have been waiting
since who knows when
for us to fall
into their small-minded place
to their imprisoned space
and together with us
they rise high above the skies
to reclaim their lives
and we trust in the process
that continually leads us
with hearts open and closed eyes
and those who are truly wise
learn how to see life in hindsight
***and when you know this clearly
then you can be set free to navigate an alternative reality
where you know with crystal clear clarity
that even when things don't turn out
the way you planned them to be
you can trust that this is way
the Creator meant for it to be
and even the worst of mistakes
the most unfortunate breaks
the stupidest blunders
will never tear us asunder
from just where we're supposed to be
it's been thusly decreed
from the beginning of time
beyond reason or rhyme
THE POETRY OF LIBERATING VULNERABILITY AND SWEET HELPLESSNESS
Dear brave vulnerable friends…..friends who are willing to take a chance and be vulnerably intimate with themselves and their dark sides…and their closest intimate friends and life in general ….Dear lovers of the opportunity that vulnerability can give to you –to let yourselves truly be you---no one else will do ---only the real you with all of your flaws coming through will allow the love between them and you be true to the core---and nothing is more sweet and real---than when you can't wait to feel the exquisiteness of representing who you really are –and your partner ---most likely will follow suit---and the interplay and exchange of your and their vulnerable truths –will build a foundation of love like none you have known before and truth will saturate the atmosphere of every place you frequent and love will be inspired to make itself known to all those you know and to everywhere you go……and sweet helplessness---rooted in your perfect imperfection that best showcases who you truly are and who you are not---will never let you down –if you let the true you show you how it's the most beautiful destination that you can go…..
VULNERABILITY
vulnerability---a helplessness that allows me to let go of that which can reveal who we really are meant to be
vulnerability--an exploration into the nether worlds of our inner space -----which we seldom encounter in our day to day reality
vulnerability------the stuff that true relationships are built on----if I could only let go of the fear of showing you the not so pretty truth of what is really here inside of me
vulnerability--like being hopelessly lost in love ---and being a helpless prisoner of that love –because I can't live without your constant presence in my day to day ----in a state of passionate intensity
vulnerability---the wisdom of how to show my inner transparency------ bravely letting you know what is really right and wrong with me
vulnerability-----can't you see that we all need to come to terms these days with this thing call vulnerability
I ACCEPT YOU
***I accept you for who you are
and you accept me for who I am
***Who can really, truly make such a claim
Especially when it's directed
towards all that G-d sends our way?!
***Words sneak in; like If only____
Couldn't it be like this____Why me____?
*** I accept you for who you are...
There is no greater love There is no greater bond
***yet... we walk down the path
of life constantly wanting needing yearning
for it be otherwise
*** perfect as is
is a state of bliss for those who can dismiss
the need for it be something other than this
and when we say to G-d I accept You and all that You do
then G-d says to us I accept you too
LET HELPLESSNESS BE YOUR GUIDE
let go, my beloved ones---
let the stress out
and let the healing in....
again and again and again…..
let the helplessness be your guide…
spread your wings
and
let them glide through the clouds of submission-----
immerse yourself in the "Ain' and the "Ani'---
and with your Divine driven intuition----
emerge at the blink of an eye
into a transformative land of sweet helplessness---
the most transformative state of bliss ---you will ever experience---
especially when you let go of the "I''
and step into a state of alignment
with your most transcendent side ----
and all you have to do to get through to that place ----
is to remove all that's hiding your essential face ----
and with a courageous leap –transcend time and space
and let go of this mad race
and pace yourself slowly but surely into transparency---
the things you will see—will shine brighter than the Sun---
and that is when you will be done
chasing or being chased by trouble---
and you will be free to let go of the struggle
DARING TO SHOW YOUR INNER TRANSPARENCY
***showing yourself to the one you love
daring to show your inner transparency
just because you know that this is the only way
to reveal your destiny and your legacy
***Don't worry
let the words flow freely they really take on
a life of their own you do not own them
nor do they own you they are just passing through
***and when you do
reveal the darker side of you of who you are,
though it may seem unseemly, it will set you free
and the one to whom you reveal
will ultimately feel
that they too can reveal who they really are to you
and truth will pervade all that the two of you say and do
THE PERFECTION OF IMPERFECTION
**body and soul left and right lacking and filling
in and out of the Garden the heels of Mashiach
it was evening and it was morning the darkest hour before the dawn
the transient and the eternal
**can you see the pattern?
do you understand the task at hand?
to be a human woman or man
one must stand up to the fleeting cheating demeaning
curve balls of fate
and enter into the gates of light
and know
that not only
is this all right
but it is the quintessence
of perfect
**because the defect
is the price of admission
and the only way in
is through complete submission
to the awareness
that all that seems wrong
is life's greatest song
and the only way
that you can sing along
is when you know
that perfection's password
is imperfection
and imperfection
is the only road
that leads to perfection
SWEET HELPLESSNESS
**** ...she did all that she could
she tried everything she knew
she said what they told her to say
but nothing budged
the life-force left her spirit
even the rhythmic song of breathing
gave her no respite
as she wandered off
into the hopeless night ...
****helplessness
alone
and no where else to go
rock bottom
nowhere to go
but up
****...she had no choice
but to look to The One
who sees from one end of reality
to the other ...
she reached up with tears in her eyes
in the darkest hour of her life
'I can't do it on my own
but You can do it through me
You and only You
can pull me
out of this quagmire
My eyes seek out
You only You
to re- light to re-ignite
my inner fire' ....
****....and the second
she let it all go
and realized
it wasn't her battle
to fight anymore
she began to feel deep inside
like a flash of light
her path becoming clear to her
her breath song encouraging
everyone to sing along with her
**** ....sweet helplessness
a taste of bliss
a place of righteousness
a space of letting go
fully knowing
it has nothing to do
with her anymore
POEMS OF ENDLESS AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
[**we can end this exile now with endless and unconditional love**]
Dear seekers of unconditional and pure love….the time has come to break down the walls that separate us all--- and build up the walls of the House of the One Above ….and the path that I speak of---- is the path of unconditional love …..if not now—then when…when will we get this golden chance again? Maybe , just maybe , if we want it with all of our might---we'll find that the time is right….maybe just the desire is all we'll need to end this endless exile ….maybe the love that keeps this world alive ---will stand by our side—and put in a good word to the One Above on our behalf ---and the Holy One will then separate the kernel from the chaff and bring us all back home---to the place that we belong….hopefully you can join along with these poems and thereby help to persuade the whole Creation to reconsider the current situation that it finds itself in….
THE LOVE THAT IS AVAILABLE TO US IS ENDLESS
****the love that is available
to us right now
is endless and free
it's there for one and all
just open your eyes to see
just open your hands to receive
just open your hearts to feel
****it shows up in the middle of a conversation
when we least expect it
in the way that someone's voice
gets softer unintentionally
in the way that their exterior falls away
just a little bit
and their true self peeks through
just a little bit
**** it sneaks up on us
in the middle of the night
when we wake up
from some hazy dream
and realize for the first time
how much we really love being
around someone
****and when love shows up
in our hearts
it challenges us to share it
[if we dare to go there]
with someone we love
even though
we only feel this love
just a little bit for now
trust me
to the extent that we share it
to that extent it grows endlessly
somehow
MY HEART KNOWS
****My heart trusts
where I need to go
in order for me to be shown what only I can be shown
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows…:
****My heart understands
what I need to know
in order to clarify what I need to rectify and why
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart desires
that which is best for me
even when it's too dark for me to see
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart breaks
and nevertheless
lets me know that there's nothing more whole
than a broken heart
Don't ask me how it knows
it just knows
**** My heart meditates
on the proper step
that I must take on the proper move that I must make
on the correct word that I must say
on the meaning of all I encounter on my way
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart purifies
all the thoughts
that come to me all the desires that won't let me be
all the spirit that animates me
all the intentions that set me free
Don't ask me how it knows
it just knows
****My heart softens
my way of feeling the pain
written on your face the hardness of the way
I experience the human race the notion that all is random
without rhyme or reason the ocean of constant obliviousness
without time or season
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart loves
from a sacred place that defies time and space
with a passion that is beyond bold
that never grows old
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
***showing yourself to the one you love
daring to show your inner transparency
just because you know that this is the only way
to reveal your destiny and your legacy
***Don't worry
let the words flow freely they really take on
a life of their own you do not own them
nor do they own you they are just passing through
***and when you do
reveal the darker side of you of who you are,
though it may seem unseemly, it will set you free
and the one to whom you reveal
will ultimately feel
that they too can reveal who they really are to you
and truth will pervade all that the two of you say and do
THE PERFECTION OF IMPERFECTION
**body and soul left and right lacking and filling
in and out of the Garden the heels of Mashiach
it was evening and it was morning the darkest hour before the dawn
the transient and the eternal
**can you see the pattern?
do you understand the task at hand?
to be a human woman or man
one must stand up to the fleeting cheating demeaning
curve balls of fate
and enter into the gates of light
and know
that not only
is this all right
but it is the quintessence
of perfect
**because the defect
is the price of admission
and the only way in
is through complete submission
to the awareness
that all that seems wrong
is life's greatest song
and the only way
that you can sing along
is when you know
that perfection's password
is imperfection
and imperfection
is the only road
that leads to perfection
SWEET HELPLESSNESS
**** ...she did all that she could
she tried everything she knew
she said what they told her to say
but nothing budged
the life-force left her spirit
even the rhythmic song of breathing
gave her no respite
as she wandered off
into the hopeless night ...
****helplessness
alone
and no where else to go
rock bottom
nowhere to go
but up
****...she had no choice
but to look to The One
who sees from one end of reality
to the other ...
she reached up with tears in her eyes
in the darkest hour of her life
'I can't do it on my own
but You can do it through me
You and only You
can pull me
out of this quagmire
My eyes seek out
You only You
to re- light to re-ignite
my inner fire' ....
****....and the second
she let it all go
and realized
it wasn't her battle
to fight anymore
she began to feel deep inside
like a flash of light
her path becoming clear to her
her breath song encouraging
everyone to sing along with her
**** ....sweet helplessness
a taste of bliss
a place of righteousness
a space of letting go
fully knowing
it has nothing to do
with her anymore
POEMS OF ENDLESS AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE
[**we can end this exile now with endless and unconditional love**]
Dear seekers of unconditional and pure love….the time has come to break down the walls that separate us all--- and build up the walls of the House of the One Above ….and the path that I speak of---- is the path of unconditional love …..if not now—then when…when will we get this golden chance again? Maybe , just maybe , if we want it with all of our might---we'll find that the time is right….maybe just the desire is all we'll need to end this endless exile ….maybe the love that keeps this world alive ---will stand by our side—and put in a good word to the One Above on our behalf ---and the Holy One will then separate the kernel from the chaff and bring us all back home---to the place that we belong….hopefully you can join along with these poems and thereby help to persuade the whole Creation to reconsider the current situation that it finds itself in….
THE LOVE THAT IS AVAILABLE TO US IS ENDLESS
****the love that is available
to us right now
is endless and free
it's there for one and all
just open your eyes to see
just open your hands to receive
just open your hearts to feel
****it shows up in the middle of a conversation
when we least expect it
in the way that someone's voice
gets softer unintentionally
in the way that their exterior falls away
just a little bit
and their true self peeks through
just a little bit
**** it sneaks up on us
in the middle of the night
when we wake up
from some hazy dream
and realize for the first time
how much we really love being
around someone
****and when love shows up
in our hearts
it challenges us to share it
[if we dare to go there]
with someone we love
even though
we only feel this love
just a little bit for now
trust me
to the extent that we share it
to that extent it grows endlessly
somehow
MY HEART KNOWS
****My heart trusts
where I need to go
in order for me to be shown what only I can be shown
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows…:
****My heart understands
what I need to know
in order to clarify what I need to rectify and why
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart desires
that which is best for me
even when it's too dark for me to see
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart breaks
and nevertheless
lets me know that there's nothing more whole
than a broken heart
Don't ask me how it knows
it just knows
**** My heart meditates
on the proper step
that I must take on the proper move that I must make
on the correct word that I must say
on the meaning of all I encounter on my way
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart purifies
all the thoughts
that come to me all the desires that won't let me be
all the spirit that animates me
all the intentions that set me free
Don't ask me how it knows
it just knows
****My heart softens
my way of feeling the pain
written on your face the hardness of the way
I experience the human race the notion that all is random
without rhyme or reason the ocean of constant obliviousness
without time or season
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
****My heart loves
from a sacred place that defies time and space
with a passion that is beyond bold
that never grows old
Don't ask me how it knows it just knows
THE FOREVER-NESS OF LOVE
****all that I love
below and above
extends in sweet profundity
into the Forever
****the love I feel today
relives
and resonates
and reverberates
and reiterates itself
in deeper and deeper
frequencies
Forever
**** I see your face
there too
with a knowing smile
and I smile back
and all of the love
that you have been expressing
all the days of your life
echo endlessly
here
in this enchanted place
they call Forever
A FEW POEMS ABOUT BRAVELY LIVING YOUR CALLING IN LIFE
[**the 42 Masaot {Stations in the Desert/ Midbar} of our ancestors-- represent the stations of our Life's Calling**]
Dear wanderers through the wilderness of life ….searchers for a plan or for some inspiration to help to make it all work out right…..hear the calling deep inside your spirit –like the bat kol of old announcing it's message to the bold ones……see the horizon's distant light selectively shining in your eyes like the the pillar of fire leading you past the pitfalls of life in the seemingly endless life…..know your path and know it well and don't fall for some cliché way that passes for a respectable plan for any decent woman or man---time and life is way too precious for that…you have a song that no one else can compose ---and that's the one and only way that you are meant to go…..perhaps some poetic inspiration can light up your absolutely unique resonation
THE CALLING
Magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied so intensely
with his calling calling him to stay
and then to go he can't really know
until the inner voice leaves him no choice
but to climb that tree
bridging him to the place that he's meant to be
if he could only be
and this calling voice lights up a candle
on a pitch black night what an awesome sight
he's tried and tried and forever remains
magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied
INTENSITY SCREAMS OUT MY NAME
****intensity screams out my name
on the streets on the rooftops
in the eyes of all those I see
in passing embarrassed glances
some of them know most just look away
*****I want the truth
I want your heart I won't settle for anything less
time ---precious--spark filled life filled time
won't settle for anything else
*****I want the pnimiyus
I want the soul of the matter
even when everyone else is content with the outer trappings
with the --how does it look?!' with the --'what will people say?!'
with the ---'what will I get from it?!
*****speak to me
from a place of timelessness
speak to me from a spaceof effortlessness
speak to me with passion speak to me from your truth
speak to me with intensity
I won't I can't
settle for anything less
WHO'S CALLING THE SHOTS AROUND HERE
****the righteous ones know
that though they seem
to be the ones calling the shots
and the ones mapping out their paths
they know that a higher hand
guides their hand
a superior plan supersedes their own
a route unknown to be shown
to them only when the time is right
hindsight
so they say is the way that we can see
what the Creator wants us to see
****and when you know this clearly
then you can be set free
to navigate an alternative reality
where you know with crystal clear clarity
that even when things don't turn out
the way you planned them to be
you can trust that this is way
the Creator meant for it to be
****and even the
worst of mistakes the most unfortunate breaks
the stupidest blunders will never tear us asunder
from just where we're supposed to be
it's been thusly decreed
from the beginning of time beyond reason or rhyme
****and sometimes
we fall where we fall to help lift up all of those souls
who have nowhere else to go
and have been waiting
since who knows when for us to fall
into their small-minded place into their imprisoned space
and together with us
they rise high above the skies
to reclaim their lives
***and we trust in the process
that continually leads us with hearts open and closed eyes
and those who are truly wise learn how to see how their lives
are being guided by the One who knows
just where you need to be and where you need to go
and what you need to know
TO DISCOVER ANOTHER SIDE OF WHO I AM
**And I feel so alive when my resonation revives the sparks of hidden life
calling me from their hidden hive of long lost activity of a distant memory
of how things are supposed to be drawing me close to thee
**and I'm driven to seek out the love that magnetizes
the soft light that hypnotizes and the lesson internalizes
when I'm consciously mesmerized
by the sparks of the food that I eat the sparks of the partialness that I complete
the sparks that are thoroughly replete
the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet
**and sparks of primal desire offer a hidden a way to forsake
all the mindlessness we seek to escape
offer a way to reshape the path we so deeply want to take
to discover another side of who I am to clearly show me that I am
a brand new man with a brand new plan
ECHOES JUST BEYOND THE REACH OF MY CONSCIOUS MIND
***deep inside a voice calls
in the distance a lion roars an eagle soars closed doors
open effortlessly leading me
down the path of a dream
I wake up not remembering a thing
***in the way you smile
I recall how it felt once upon a time
so sweet so sublime
in days gone by it was the spice of life
what was it that struck my eye?
that got me so high?
***in the shadows
I realize what I'm here for
and then this illusive realization
disappears into my imagination
indistinguishable from theendless stream
of thoughts flying by
***a leaf falls gracefully
intoxicating me with it's promise of how it could be
echoes of eras to come and eons gone by
drive me relentlessly I'm not sure why
but right now I gotta fly
see ya at thenext intersection
in the sky of my mind
but for now I gotta fly
before I fall too far behind
not sure how not sure why
***and to you
my perennial invisible friend
be with you till the end
and
love and regards to all those hints and clues
you might find here at the edge of the
shadow mind
PERSONAL POETIC PORTRAITS OF MESSIANIC CONSCIOUSNESS
[**the days of Messianic consciousness are upon us –hiding just below the darkness of these 3 weeks**]
dear fellow explorers of the Beyond ….explorers of the future Messianic prophetic mind-states which are already revealing themselves to those seekers of the gates….the gates that never close again once they are opened …step up you trend setters---you master blenders of the shallow with the deep and the mountain tops with the Oceans deep….share with us your inner-visions ---we are on the cusp of Universal transition—if not now—then when?! The Time is at hand …..Close your eyes and pick up your pen and reveal to yourselves and to us all -----the still silent voices that embrace all your transcendent choices –soon my beloved compatriots , the wellsprings will open to one and all… listen closely for that inner voice calling you and calling us all…
LAYERS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
***inside of consciousness is sub consciousness
traces of impressions restless obsessions desirous intentions
the ability to relate to what Science is trying to articulate
***inside of subconsciousness is cosmic consciousness
the consciousness of trees the subjective feelings of Seas
there lies the ability to feel and see
the inner soul of the Stars and the Moon and the Sun
and how the cosmic cycles run on and on
***inside of cosmic consciousness is super consciousness
a knowing of eras of Chaos and Rectification
of Universal fallout and subsequent Re-Creation
of collective subconscious awareness
are you aware of the Red Sea and Sinai?
I recall you being there when I look through my inner-most eye
***inside of super consciousness is the timeless Divine Consciousness
where past and present and future all come together as one
together with The Holy One where the Messianic Gd knowing
will be the place that everyone will be going
and everyone we know will only want to go back inside of the Divine womb
***and the time is coming soon
sooner than we think
we are actually on the brink
and in the blink of an eye
you and I will fly
to heights we never dreamed to see
and we will become beings
that we never dreamed we could be
****all that I love
below and above
extends in sweet profundity
into the Forever
****the love I feel today
relives
and resonates
and reverberates
and reiterates itself
in deeper and deeper
frequencies
Forever
**** I see your face
there too
with a knowing smile
and I smile back
and all of the love
that you have been expressing
all the days of your life
echo endlessly
here
in this enchanted place
they call Forever
A FEW POEMS ABOUT BRAVELY LIVING YOUR CALLING IN LIFE
[**the 42 Masaot {Stations in the Desert/ Midbar} of our ancestors-- represent the stations of our Life's Calling**]
Dear wanderers through the wilderness of life ….searchers for a plan or for some inspiration to help to make it all work out right…..hear the calling deep inside your spirit –like the bat kol of old announcing it's message to the bold ones……see the horizon's distant light selectively shining in your eyes like the the pillar of fire leading you past the pitfalls of life in the seemingly endless life…..know your path and know it well and don't fall for some cliché way that passes for a respectable plan for any decent woman or man---time and life is way too precious for that…you have a song that no one else can compose ---and that's the one and only way that you are meant to go…..perhaps some poetic inspiration can light up your absolutely unique resonation
THE CALLING
Magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied so intensely
with his calling calling him to stay
and then to go he can't really know
until the inner voice leaves him no choice
but to climb that tree
bridging him to the place that he's meant to be
if he could only be
and this calling voice lights up a candle
on a pitch black night what an awesome sight
he's tried and tried and forever remains
magnetized hypnotized electrified occupied
INTENSITY SCREAMS OUT MY NAME
****intensity screams out my name
on the streets on the rooftops
in the eyes of all those I see
in passing embarrassed glances
some of them know most just look away
*****I want the truth
I want your heart I won't settle for anything less
time ---precious--spark filled life filled time
won't settle for anything else
*****I want the pnimiyus
I want the soul of the matter
even when everyone else is content with the outer trappings
with the --how does it look?!' with the --'what will people say?!'
with the ---'what will I get from it?!
*****speak to me
from a place of timelessness
speak to me from a spaceof effortlessness
speak to me with passion speak to me from your truth
speak to me with intensity
I won't I can't
settle for anything less
WHO'S CALLING THE SHOTS AROUND HERE
****the righteous ones know
that though they seem
to be the ones calling the shots
and the ones mapping out their paths
they know that a higher hand
guides their hand
a superior plan supersedes their own
a route unknown to be shown
to them only when the time is right
hindsight
so they say is the way that we can see
what the Creator wants us to see
****and when you know this clearly
then you can be set free
to navigate an alternative reality
where you know with crystal clear clarity
that even when things don't turn out
the way you planned them to be
you can trust that this is way
the Creator meant for it to be
****and even the
worst of mistakes the most unfortunate breaks
the stupidest blunders will never tear us asunder
from just where we're supposed to be
it's been thusly decreed
from the beginning of time beyond reason or rhyme
****and sometimes
we fall where we fall to help lift up all of those souls
who have nowhere else to go
and have been waiting
since who knows when for us to fall
into their small-minded place into their imprisoned space
and together with us
they rise high above the skies
to reclaim their lives
***and we trust in the process
that continually leads us with hearts open and closed eyes
and those who are truly wise learn how to see how their lives
are being guided by the One who knows
just where you need to be and where you need to go
and what you need to know
TO DISCOVER ANOTHER SIDE OF WHO I AM
**And I feel so alive when my resonation revives the sparks of hidden life
calling me from their hidden hive of long lost activity of a distant memory
of how things are supposed to be drawing me close to thee
**and I'm driven to seek out the love that magnetizes
the soft light that hypnotizes and the lesson internalizes
when I'm consciously mesmerized
by the sparks of the food that I eat the sparks of the partialness that I complete
the sparks that are thoroughly replete
the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet
**and sparks of primal desire offer a hidden a way to forsake
all the mindlessness we seek to escape
offer a way to reshape the path we so deeply want to take
to discover another side of who I am to clearly show me that I am
a brand new man with a brand new plan
ECHOES JUST BEYOND THE REACH OF MY CONSCIOUS MIND
***deep inside a voice calls
in the distance a lion roars an eagle soars closed doors
open effortlessly leading me
down the path of a dream
I wake up not remembering a thing
***in the way you smile
I recall how it felt once upon a time
so sweet so sublime
in days gone by it was the spice of life
what was it that struck my eye?
that got me so high?
***in the shadows
I realize what I'm here for
and then this illusive realization
disappears into my imagination
indistinguishable from theendless stream
of thoughts flying by
***a leaf falls gracefully
intoxicating me with it's promise of how it could be
echoes of eras to come and eons gone by
drive me relentlessly I'm not sure why
but right now I gotta fly
see ya at thenext intersection
in the sky of my mind
but for now I gotta fly
before I fall too far behind
not sure how not sure why
***and to you
my perennial invisible friend
be with you till the end
and
love and regards to all those hints and clues
you might find here at the edge of the
shadow mind
PERSONAL POETIC PORTRAITS OF MESSIANIC CONSCIOUSNESS
[**the days of Messianic consciousness are upon us –hiding just below the darkness of these 3 weeks**]
dear fellow explorers of the Beyond ….explorers of the future Messianic prophetic mind-states which are already revealing themselves to those seekers of the gates….the gates that never close again once they are opened …step up you trend setters---you master blenders of the shallow with the deep and the mountain tops with the Oceans deep….share with us your inner-visions ---we are on the cusp of Universal transition—if not now—then when?! The Time is at hand …..Close your eyes and pick up your pen and reveal to yourselves and to us all -----the still silent voices that embrace all your transcendent choices –soon my beloved compatriots , the wellsprings will open to one and all… listen closely for that inner voice calling you and calling us all…
LAYERS OF CONSCIOUSNESS
***inside of consciousness is sub consciousness
traces of impressions restless obsessions desirous intentions
the ability to relate to what Science is trying to articulate
***inside of subconsciousness is cosmic consciousness
the consciousness of trees the subjective feelings of Seas
there lies the ability to feel and see
the inner soul of the Stars and the Moon and the Sun
and how the cosmic cycles run on and on
***inside of cosmic consciousness is super consciousness
a knowing of eras of Chaos and Rectification
of Universal fallout and subsequent Re-Creation
of collective subconscious awareness
are you aware of the Red Sea and Sinai?
I recall you being there when I look through my inner-most eye
***inside of super consciousness is the timeless Divine Consciousness
where past and present and future all come together as one
together with The Holy One where the Messianic Gd knowing
will be the place that everyone will be going
and everyone we know will only want to go back inside of the Divine womb
***and the time is coming soon
sooner than we think
we are actually on the brink
and in the blink of an eye
you and I will fly
to heights we never dreamed to see
and we will become beings
that we never dreamed we could be
EXPLORE INNER DIMENSIONS
*** *go deep inside yourself
explore inner dimensions you have never before seen
****feel inner feelings
pockets of life
you have never before been
** *soak in the warm waters
of your safe sanctuaries the source of all healing
****venture out
to your nether world
dare to take a look around uncover and , rediscover your vulnerabilities
****align yourself
to the world around you to time and space and soul
that surround you open up the door to synchronicity
*** * unleash the wellsprings of love inside
enflamed love that will never die
the love that lies at the core of your being
*** *and if you dare
you can share all that you find inside
with the loved ones of your life
WHEN THE WORDS POUR OUT OF YOU
…. ****and those rare moments
when the words pour out of you
faster than you can imagine
and you have to say your peace
and you are on the verge of tears
and you cannot stop absolutely not
because it is for these rare moments
that you have been waiting all your life
you were created for this
and all the connections are made
and all of the mind's referential processes
and associative intensiveness
have been waiting for these rare moments
****and the love
comes pouring out of you too
like the ancient desert dried up river bed
that fills up in all of it's ancient glory
with the winter flood
it is the most glorious sight
and when we are gifted with a visit
of one of these rare moments
we must not lose a drop
because--who knows? perhaps it is this
that we and the Universe
and everyone we know
have been waiting for
from time immemorial
STRUTTING DOWN THE AVENUE OF THE HIYULI
explaining the unexplainable
thought-speak
bypassing words
entering the silence
and expressing it somehow
exploring and revealing
brave new worlds
where noone has ever set foot
intuitively strutting
down the avenue of the hiyuli
and giving a blow by blow account
a silent nod
is all that's normally called for
but now what is called for
is a master spinner of tales
a sweet singer of the night
a licensed pilot instructor
of the rarified stratospheres
of the esoteric heichalot
The Keter \ crown
must be set aside
and the Daat \ knowing
must take it's rightful place
full frontal position
centre stage
we have no more time
to waste
the long wait is over
let the ineffable
Ancient of Days
games begin
*** *go deep inside yourself
explore inner dimensions you have never before seen
****feel inner feelings
pockets of life
you have never before been
** *soak in the warm waters
of your safe sanctuaries the source of all healing
****venture out
to your nether world
dare to take a look around uncover and , rediscover your vulnerabilities
****align yourself
to the world around you to time and space and soul
that surround you open up the door to synchronicity
*** * unleash the wellsprings of love inside
enflamed love that will never die
the love that lies at the core of your being
*** *and if you dare
you can share all that you find inside
with the loved ones of your life
WHEN THE WORDS POUR OUT OF YOU
…. ****and those rare moments
when the words pour out of you
faster than you can imagine
and you have to say your peace
and you are on the verge of tears
and you cannot stop absolutely not
because it is for these rare moments
that you have been waiting all your life
you were created for this
and all the connections are made
and all of the mind's referential processes
and associative intensiveness
have been waiting for these rare moments
****and the love
comes pouring out of you too
like the ancient desert dried up river bed
that fills up in all of it's ancient glory
with the winter flood
it is the most glorious sight
and when we are gifted with a visit
of one of these rare moments
we must not lose a drop
because--who knows? perhaps it is this
that we and the Universe
and everyone we know
have been waiting for
from time immemorial
STRUTTING DOWN THE AVENUE OF THE HIYULI
explaining the unexplainable
thought-speak
bypassing words
entering the silence
and expressing it somehow
exploring and revealing
brave new worlds
where noone has ever set foot
intuitively strutting
down the avenue of the hiyuli
and giving a blow by blow account
a silent nod
is all that's normally called for
but now what is called for
is a master spinner of tales
a sweet singer of the night
a licensed pilot instructor
of the rarified stratospheres
of the esoteric heichalot
The Keter \ crown
must be set aside
and the Daat \ knowing
must take it's rightful place
full frontal position
centre stage
we have no more time
to waste
the long wait is over
let the ineffable
Ancient of Days
games begin
TORRENT OF LIQUID FLOW INSIDE OF ME
***And my senses
implode inside me like a million stars
Bursting in a super-nova spectacle
When I finally hear the voice That allows me to be
Who I’m meant to be That sets me free That shows me how to see
I can now see the inspiration That lies beneath the surface
That’s been waiting for a thousand years
For that golden gate to finally open
And unleash the charging thundering herd
Inside of me That has been waiting And anticipating For so long……
***And someone special told me “Say what your soul sings to you”
And I take a chance And I see what my soul has to say
And I can wait no longer And the words never stop coming
All night and all day, In a torrent of liquid flow
I know not from where they come
I know not where they will b
YOUR THOUGHTS ARE SWIMMING WITH THE MYRIADS
When you have touched
the inner essence of Creativity;
****Then you know
that there is nothing
outside of it's magical kingdom
****Then you begin to see
that all can be approached
from a perspective of creativity
****Then you dare to jump
into the letters of the Aleph Bet
and find brave new endless worlds
inside to explore
****Then you know
that your entire day
is populated
in every possible way
with Holy sparks people
begging you to elevate
and redeem them
by simply reconnecting them
to the lost parts of your being
****Then you know
that the thoughts in your mind
are swimming
with myriads
of the most beautiful poems
just waiting to be brought
to your pen
and to your lips
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