Monday, May 31, 2021

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SET LIST  PARSHA SHELACH LECHA  ---MEDITATION , BIRTHING, THE LAND ETC…  

THE POETRY OF PERSONALIZED DIVINE GUIDANCE FROM WITHIN AND FROM WITHOUT   

{**To be in sync with the Land—is to be in sync with yourself and with G-d**}   

   

Dear listeners…….dear potential receivers of the inner voice---that voice that may be leading you to a path that will be retroactively recognized as your path of choice…..dear trail blazers….star gazers…..inner space laser beam chasers…..always listening for the subtle call of the One who knows all and who is sharing it all with you if you are daring enough to listen …if you are brave enough to let yourself be guided back to your ancient home---even if it means venturing out and venturing in all alone ….do you really want to go back home my precious ones?!……may these poems fill you up with clarity needed to bravely find your way ….   

   

CAN YOU HEAR ME CALLING TO YOU
[**a morning prayer**]   

*****Can you hear me calling to You this wonderful enchanted morning this Heavenly day ?   

*****And the voices inside... sometimes inviting sometimes so very frightening they will never go away but I will dare to live this day like I've never lived before because that's what I was created for   

*****and the main thing i wanted to say is this.... the secret recipe for bliss is when you dare to embrace your life and plant a loving kiss like this by just saying yes yes   

******YES despite all the trials and confusion I'll defy all the illusions that are threatening my fusion with the source of life no more intrusions and don't worry I'll be allright I've been down this road once or twice before and though I'm a bit worn down and tired I know that You hear my words and take them and place them on your Head like a crown of lovely jewels and everyone elses words as well Good morning to You my beloved   

   

I'D LIKE TO WISH YOU THE ABILITY TO SEE YOURSELF   

I'd like to wish you the ability to see yourself as being a personification of endless creativity   

I’d like you to wish you the ability to look down inside of yourself and hear a voice that knows exactly why you are here   

I'd like to wish you the ability to be able to follow that voice down the road of your life every day of your life   

I’d like to wish you the ability to speak your mind, your soul your heart your essence--- to really say what you mean and mean what you say in the deepest sense of the word   

I’d like to wish you the ability to walk down the road and be accompanied by all those people from your root soul that are accompanying you every day of your life   

I’d like to wish you the ability to feel the love of G-d, and how He's got your back, and He's got your front, and your sides, and is carrying you down the road of life, and is moving you towards the place that you are moving towards,--the place you know that you've got to go--- the place that you are destined to go   

I’d like to wish you the ability to know and understand with humbleness and smallness and deep appreciation-- that everything that is coming your way is coming with compassion with love   

I'd like to wish you the ability to appreciate that everything that is coming your way is coming in a customized personalized way exactly the way you need it   

   

   

COMPOSE A HAPPY ENDING   

**** open your eyes 
and see the hints
and the allusions
and the gentle lures 
calling to you
awakening your curiosity 
lighting up your luminosity   

****open up your heart 
and hear the beckoning
and taste the temptation 
and touch the resonation 
and smell the determination   

***** open up your knowing
and walk through the barriers
and sing away the deepest fears
and paint a portrayal of stunning victory
and compose a happy ending 
where you are sending 
everyone you know 
a dose of knowing
so that they can 
open up their knowing too   

ACCEPTING ALL THAT COMES DOWN FROM THE ONE ABOVE   

***The absolute commitment 
To be in a state of acceptance, 
Accepting all that comes down 
From the One Above
As being the very best possible
Of all possible scenarios   

*** Elicits measure for measure 
The ultimate Divine response 
That all that we do, 
Though we may make
A thousand mistakes 
and blunders, 
We are nevertheless 
Unconditionally accepted
as we are   

*** I am for my beloved
And my beloved is for me 
I receive my beloved with allness 
And my beloved 
Receives me in allness:   

***My world manifests
itself to me 
As I see it ,
When all I see
is it’s goodness 
Even when others would see
No goodness at all 
Then my world responds 
And shows me 
Nothing other 
than her absolute goodness   

LISTEN TO THE WISDOM OF YOUR HEART   

*****the heart whispers to us constantly
with wisdom 
with guidance
with knowing
with fire   

*****listen to the wisdom of your heart
letting you know 
when to stop 
and when to start 
with whom to be careful 
and to whom 
to give it all you have   

******listen to the guidance of your heart
informing you
when to stand still 
and when to let go
even though you don't know 
where you will end up going   

*****listen to the knowing of your heart
knowing with one word 
what takes thousands of words
to understand   

*****listen to the fire of your heart
daring you to go for it
taunting you to finally 
show yourself 
and the world
who you are   

*****listen with your heart to another's heart
listen to what they are truly saying
listen to what they truly want 
listen to what they are afraid of   

*****and then listen to the endless healing wellsprings 
and wisdom of your heart 
and share it with them
freely
lovingly 


A FEW POEMS ABOUT 'THE LAND'  

Dear  believers in The Land and all that she has to offer    dear dreamers of history…..yearners to be able to be free in The Land …..dear rectifiers of the age old negativities that were spoken about The Land….She extends her hand to all of her children to come home to her again…never to leave her alone again….and the dream is coming alive miraculously right before our eyes….as we enter inside of her pristine divinity –to live our lives again as we did once upon a time…perhaps some poetry can entice Her wayward children to cast their lots with the Holy Land   and come back home again 

 

 THE LAND  

      **I plant myself in The Land
blindly
not knowing  

      **I begin to know myself in The Land
that hidden part 
of who I am  

     **I am reborn in The Land
coming from the Supernal Mother's womb
and then suckled into childhood again  

    **I bind my soul with the soul of The Land
and our interfused soul
gets to know the essence of it all  

      **I experience what is experienced by The Land
her fertility
her vulnerability
becomes my own  

     **I suffer what is suffered by The Land
and our sufferings 
purge us of history's flaws
here at the centre of it all  

     **I enter into the Garden inside of The Land
and all the shells disappear
as if they were never here  

     **I embody the Eternity of The Land
my eternity bundled up in
the bundle of eternal life 
with that of the Land  

and our unification
and our co-creation
guides us to be at one
with The One who speaks
and the Land and the world comes 
into being  

 

A LAND OF PARADOX  

        *after feeling utter revulsion
he looks on with fascination
pondering what is the secret of 
this Land of Paradox  

       *and the depressed ones 
are the first ones to step forward
to do the dance of ecstasy
reaching out a helping hand to all those who 
are trying to make their way through the maze of
this Land of Paradox  

     *and the spies 
can't seem to rise  to this historic 
opportunity
opening up locked doors
for their posterity to enter into 
the Land of Paradox  

     *and her people  

have walked  for thousands of miles 
to kiss the dust at their feet
and walk barefoot
on the sand of 
this Land of Paradox  

      *timelessness 
inhabits our minds the prophetic past
providing the signs which reveal how to step up to 
and live now in the present 
and pave the way for Heaven sent Messianic consciousness here in 
The Land of Paradox  

      *and the deepest intensity
and the deepest insecurity you can see it 
in the eyes of everyone you see
just before  unheard of miracles
beyond people's  ability to understand  here in 
The Land of Paradox  

     *and the right wingers
rub shoulders with' the left wingers
2 Jews 3 opinions  the masses in their minions
every race and persuasion vying for leverage 
here in this Nation and even the secular  agree with the orthodox
that life is quite unique here in
The land of Paradox  

      *Over here 
life is a self reflected mirror
there are no excuses
there are no disguises
the Land must be earned 
but don't be overly concerned
if we're going to make it here or not
because all good things can be gotten
when you know that  we are constantly knocking
on G-d's front door no less and no more
here in
The Land of Paradox  

 

   

VISIONS OF A PARADOXICAL PARADISE  


    **and the higher soul  

intertwined  

with the lower soul  

in a harmonious flow  

and the more they  

simultaneously grow  

the more they each  

get to know  

when to control  

and when to let go  


     **and our body and soul  

will only have only  

one thing  

that they'll want  

to know,  

"Please reveal to us  

Your supernal glow"  

not too high  

not too low  

It'll be the greatest show  

nothing else comes close  

this--- we will all know''  


     **and just as the sea  

comes to rest  

at the shore  

and just as  

the lion  

and the lamb  

cuddle up  

on the garden floor  

so too will  

my brightest side  

light up  

my darkest side  

forever more  

and so too will the tree  

of knowing  

and the tree of life  

unlock all the doors 
    **and when we slip  

into Paradise  

forever  

and a day  

there will be  

only one thing  

left to say,  

"All praise be  

to the One  

who set us free for all of eternity"  

   

ANCIENT NEWNESS  

      **we are a people  

born into families  

of ancient roots  

seeking constantly to be born  


     **Atik Yomin  

the oldest thing  

gives rise  

to brand new  

life  


     **We live in a land  

that's old and new  

paradoxical sunrise  

breath-taking view  


      **every family  

has a martyred legacy  

giving us the courage  

to become a whole new entity  


      **primordial stirrings  

stream through our blood  

and the end is  

planted in the beginning  


     **a people so weather-worn  

so been there-done that  

yet  

relentlessly  

willing to start  

again and again  


     **archetypal memories  

prophetic history  

leading us to  

somehow  

rise up and be  

the light  

to the world  

that we are  

destined to be 
     **and the holy tongue  

the DNA of reality  

planted in the  

texture of all that is  

reframes itself  

into re-creating  

all that comes into being 
     **and the ancient  

and the new  

presents itself  

to me and you if we allow it to  

 

THE INGATHERING  

   

     *they come in all  

shapes and sizes  

every language  

every viewpoint  

     *a coming together  

like this no one hasever seen before  

nor will ever see again  

      *and G-d in His Infinite love  

and wisdom smiles down upon  

the Ingathering  

    *the good Land  

and it's promise  

despite it's struggles  

[or perhaps because of them]  

is what brings them back  

back from their never-ending exiles  

their exhausted wanderings  

their tossings and turnings  

their indignations suffered at  

the hands of the nations  

they are coming home  

     *and their ancestors  

with tears in their eyes  

all their voices raised  

in bittersweet cries  

wave hello and goodbye  

from their higher world perch  

as they search  

for their great grandchildren  

as they step off  

their planes and ships  

and plant a heart-filled kiss  

hand in hand  

on the holy soil  

of their promised land  

    *and the band  

strikes up a sacred song  

and even the Prophets and Patriarchs  

are singing along  

     *and all eyes  

look to the One  

with hope and clarity  

that this endless journey  

that they have taken throughout history  

is only the beginning  

the beginning of their destiny  

to bring all of reality  

to the realization that this Holy land  

and this Holy Nation  

will now shine an endless  

light of inspiration to all of creation  

HEAVENLY JERUSALEM  

       * here is the heart of reality  

pumping a faithful yet serene  

constant flowing  

of the life-blood  

of the Universe  

and all that can be heard  

is an imperceptible sound  

which is all that is needed  

to keep the world  

spinning around  

     *here is the congregation  

of driven souls  

representatives of the generations  

and everyone knows  

that these golden stones  

are infused with secrets  

of all that was  

and that will be  

     *one and all in life and beyond  

by choice or not  

comes to this place  

a steady stream of humanity  

and all turn their faces  

to the wall  

tears and prayers  

one and all  

    *parallel worlds converge  

and  

Heaven and Earthemerge  

as one  

and the Sunand Moon  

share a kiss here in this  

sanctuary of  

cosmic bliss  

      *and here the silence  

defies the laws  

of nature  

and in your footsteps you stop  

and listen as tens thousand devotees  

are all screaming for Divine mercy  

and you can hear a pin drop  

     *and here all the mind noise stops  

when you close your meditative eyes  

and watch how  

the sea of humanity  

in a parade of ecstasy  

on their once in a lifetime  

pilgrimage to the source  

of souls of life  

of the their place in the Divine  

 POETRY FOR CONSTANTLY BIRTHING    

Dear and wonderful friends and fellow seekers of new and alternative ways of being born ….of birthing our way into the land of allness……of celebrating our birthdays every day of the year---for truth be told---when we open our eyes to truly see---we are all being born daily in so many remarkable ways …….birth yourselves anew----a new you –a you that only birthing can cause to come through….see where you have come from and where you are going to and birth yourselves anew---and then get a bird's eye view of the brand new you that is now and always coming through----it's the most exciting thing that you can possibly do….please accept the poetic wishes to and from all those who are experiencing birthdays and renewal days and are communicating their birthings daily in amazing ways ------I wish you joyful birthings and rebirthings and un-earth-ings of a brand new you ….it's the very least we can do    

   

CONSTANTLY BIRTHING   

be free
be the one who stands up
and lets the anxieties
fall away from you
like the dew melting away
in the morning sun   

be free 
show them all
what you're made of
a lovely testimony
to your invincibility
allowing your difficulty
to sink into obscurity
like the sunset sinking into a majestic evening   

be free 
illuminate the darkness with the colors of dawn
with the determination to move on
and the struggles that you face
that only light up the way
for all of us to follow
if we dare
if we can share 
your breath-taking vision
of the glistening light
at the end of the endless night   

be free
show us a new way of seeing
a new way of being 
where all the dilemmas and chaos
and disorder and discord
all prove themselves to be 
a thing of the past
a fleeting impression
that does not last
swallowed up in the relentless
melody
of a holy soul 
constantly becoming 
constantly arriving
constantly birthing   

RECOGNIZING MY PRE-BIRTH SELF   

seeing   

revealing   

who I am   

I am impregnated   

with a new me   

I was conceived   

at the genesis   

of this last year's reality   

and I'm stepping into   

new ways of being   

new ways of seeing   

and my pregnancy is showing   

I'm starting to show and be shown   

to grow and become slightly known   

wild oats becoming sown   

my pregnancy is starting to show   

showing me   

the direction my life is heading   

is starting to show me   

who I am becoming   

and what is unfolding   

this child inside me   

is growing   

and starts knowing   

itself   

it's place   

and on the face   

of it all   

it still seems pretty small   

not much to talk of   

at all   

until I listen close   

than I discover   

brand new   

eyes and ears   

and nose   

sensing   

hidden sensings   

I've never seen   

the hidden light   

starts opening   

it's pristine sights   

that I've never dreamed   

I could see   

in the old me   

and the new me   

explores   

new ways to be   

new ways to be me   

     

YOU ARE BIRTHING ME   

You are birthing me right now  at this point in my life    

You are allowing me to purge, 
You are allowing me to see     

You are allowing me to be  me   

I just put it out there     

on paper   

 or into the airwaves    

 I just let it all be 
intertwined   with all my different desires    

with All the different essences, 
they come out  on to the page    

or into the airwaves     

 and into the ears and hearts    

of all who receive   

Birth me   into that whole majestic space    

For I am a newborn baby    

completely dependent     

on your tender loving care            

And I thank You for the gift      

of associative thinking    And the ability to hear something 
And see all the other lateral thoughts  at the same time   

I want to thank You for the gift   of birthing [or being a birth channel of...] 
so many thoughts in between thoughts  So many lines in between lines
So much depth within depth      Its the incipient point of the wellspring
Its the beginning of the diving into the deep   of the whole mix 
of who I am and who I was   and who I am meant to be   

Who the IAM was and who the IAM is        

Trying to see how      

we can navigate   that intimate path    

To get to the I am    

and to be born   

 into it's splendid light  

 

THE POETRY OF POLARITY  

  

      Dear careful treaders in the mine fields of  polarity--- to be or not to be –that's not only the question –that's the answer—that's the essence of polarity---that's the situation we all find ourselves in---especially in these totally non-proportionate, out of balance days of summer ---these days of decisions to enter into the Land sight unseen—or to do something that can enable us to feel  some minimal sense of security I have no clear answers  you magnetic dancers…….you irresistible enchanters….. but still--the womb calls to you ---and when it does---there is nothing you can do , except to heed to it's call----it is all that you need to know----it is the only place that you really must go…..and so ----rather than close your heart and mind----open them wide ----and you will find treasures that lie at the root of all life ---it draws us to Him and he to she and you and me to the we…..and it fills us up with the colors of aliveness---it submerges us into the source of time and space---and the entire human race has their sights set on it's allure-----usually not even sure why----but just a knowing that theirs is not to reason why—theirs is to do or die…….inside of it lies the deepest secrets of life and we sigh and breathe deeply before we dive back in—only to be born again……     

   

  

THEY INVOKE POLARITY  

  

   **they invoke polarity; 
a oneness  with their differences fully intact
a constant tension that keeps them coming back for more  

    **they invoke polarity; 
it brings out their essence it brings out their desire  it lights them on fire
it digresses them it obsesses them it enmeshes them  in each other  

   **they invoke polarity;   

She says A He says B  

She says "Hey, I get what you say'He says ''Now I see the way you see''  

And they've been doing this thing all the time  

And even when they're speaking completely different things  

They are making the most exquisite rhyme   

All the time  

And personally- I think It's a sure sign  

Of some  amazing times  

We are all stepping into  

When 1 and 1 isn't really two  

But rather a whole new way  

To view  

the things we do  

 

PRIMORDIAL PERPETUAL PASSION  

***The foundation of it all is that
The Creator created a void
That is filled with a ray of light
To draw us to Him and Him to us
Infinite to finite …. 
Finite to Infinite  


***Nature abhors a void
The void demands to be filled
And this is life’s primal drive  


***The Creator made man and woman
To emulate His primal Creation drive
we can never escape it
we can never break it
all we can hope to do
is to take it
to a place 
of light
lighting up
the darkness
of our lives  

***and the hunger is real
and the primal womb calls out
to us 
to unearth our deepness
to give birth to our emerging aliveness  

**and the passion 
never leaves us alone
and the fire
burns on
and drives us all
sometimes chaotically
sometimes erratically
always emphatically
and the world
spins on
and on  

***polarity
perpetually
seeking to return
to the sublimity
of the primordial
oneness  

  

INESCAPABLY...CONSTANTLY  

***He moves through his day
Through the patterns
And the rhythms
Of varying intensity  

***And as she sets out on her way
The translucent
Image of their dance
Appears before her 
Constantly  

***They pretend and play
and go through the motions
Reaching and stretching
Through the ebb and flow
life's monotonous to and fro  

***But they say 
you are where
Your thoughts are
And theirs surely are
inescapably
one with the other
and no other thought
will do  

***And time stands still today 
Or moves in it’s own propensity
And they find themselves 
In this heated spiral and intensity 
Craving for a place 
called me and you
and those of you
who have stumbled in to this place
know what they are going through  

   

   

RETURN TO THE INFINITE WOMB  

       the core motivation  

that transcends all other motivations  

that externalize  

all other realizations  

that leave behind all other inspirations  

is the drive towards realization  

of a return to the Infinite womb  

    no other agendas will do  

it's not only what we want  

it's what all of Creation wants  

and to the extent that we  

are true to this core  

than we will begin to soar  

to the highest heights  

and fly higher than  

we've ever flown before  

and keep on flying  

forever more  

PRIMAL DESIRE..  

   

And I feel so alive  

when my resonation revives  

the sparks of hidden life  

calling me from their hidden hive  

of long lost activity  

of a distant memory  

of how things are supposed to be  

drawing me close to thee  


and I'm driven to seek out  

the love that magnetizes  

the soft light that hypnotizes  

and the lesson internalizes  

when I'm  consciously mesmerized by  

the sparks of the food that I eat  

the sparks of the partialness that I complete  

the sparks that are thoroughly replete  

the sparks that shine so powerful and discreet  

   

and sparks of primal desire  

offer a hidden a way to forsake  

all the mindlessness we seek to escape  

offer a way to reshape  

the path we so deeply want to take  

to discover another  

side of who I am  

to reveal in me  

the roots of my very being  

the primal womb calls out to me  

  

THE SOURCE OF ALL SWEETENENING  

     seeing expanse  

beginning till the end  

and back again  

     a seeing inside the womb  

all that will be revealed  

and known  

from birth till death  

and beyond  

    born again  

the void remains the same  

it will never change  

it's the only place  

that we must go  

    the harshness  

the constriction  

has no say here in the womb  

it is  from here that we have come  

it is to here that we will go  

it is the only desire  

it is the desire within all desire  

it is the sweetening within all sweetening  

THE GREATER THE CHALLENGE THE MORE PRIMAL YOUR DESIRE MUST BE  

*the greater the challenge  

the more primal your desire must be  

and  

the more primal your desire is  

the more the challenge turns into bliss  

   

*the greater the darkness  

the more primal your desire must be  

and  

the more primal your desire is  

the more the darkness turns into light  

   

*the greater the separation is  

the more primal your desire must be  

and  

the more primal your desire is  

the more the separation turns into unification  

   

*the greater the concealment is  

the more primal your desire must be  

and  

the more primal your desire is  

the more the concealment turns into revelation  

   

*the greater the lacking  is  

the more primal your desire must be  

and  

the more primal your desire is  

the more the lacking turns into a fulfillment of all you yearn for   

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