Wednesday, April 7, 2021

Weekly MMM - Set List Gevurah Week



THE POETRY OF THE BRAVE ONES 

    [**Welcome---Ladies and gentlemen-- to our  Gevurah of Gevurah stop--- here in our annual Sefirat Ha-Omer tour—we will be re-boarding the bus shortly –so do your best to  breathe in the rarified atmosphere that you can find here---it is the heart of  Gevurah ---it is the heart of courage ---it is what is needed these days to stand up for what is right –to hold tight to the endless light that is within grasp ---dig deep and liberate  this absolutely necessary side of your lives**]   

  

 Dear fearless  lion-hearted  chance takers-------brand new friend makers-----------Tikun Olam for G-d's sake-ers-----never ever pretenders or fakers------unashamed to tell the fakers to go jump in a lake-ers……..the time has come to step up-----the One Above is looking for a few good men and women---to get things started again -----to share your heart-full  expressive selves  with those newcomers and older veterans who are looking for some light filled courage to be able to jump into your essences again -------so jump on board ----what are you waiting for----let your inner lion roar---like it's never roared before ----need I say anything more ?   we all know what the score is-- here in the end of days------the wise ones are saying we all need to find our own unique ways to push it over the edge------to jump back into Paradise again---like Adam and Eve once did -------but to do this ---we need to be fearless and crystal clear –that there is only one way out of here --------we need to hear that lion inside  and derive as much inspiration as we can ---the fate of the nation and the whole of humanity is in your hands….so reach out and take His Hand----He's leading us all back to the Promised Land  

  

Dear brave children of vision…..dear intenders to live by the decision that you have made -----don't let it slip away---it is your unique voice---you have no choice but to follow it's call ---no matter where it leads you ----and all the distractions and abstractions and reactions that you get from inside and out---are only a test to see if you will carry out your holy 'yiud' ---your unique melody and tune---which sooner or later in this incarnation or the next—will be carried out-----follow the holy sparks –guiding you from beyond the stars to do what you must do---and listen to the voice that comes to you ----and let go of control and go with it---it's the only reason that you are here---so do not fear dear one---your time has come—and it may not come again too soon……..we are all rooting for you  

  

Dear brave vulnerable friends…..friends who are willing to take a chance and be vulnerably intimate with themselves and their dark sides…and their closest  intimate friends and life in general ….Dear lovers of the opportunity that intimacy can give to you –to let yourselves truly be you---no one else will do ---only the real you with all of your flaws coming through will allow the love between them and you be true to the core---and nothing is more sweet and real---than when you can't wait to feel the exquisiteness of representing who you really are –and your partner ---most likely will follow suit---and the interplay and exchange  of your and their vulnerable truths –will build a foundation of love like none you have known before and truth will saturate the atmosphere of every place you frequent and love will be inspired to make itself known to all those you know and to everywhere you go  

  

Dear wanderers through the wilderness of life ….searchers for a plan or for some inspiration to help to make it all work out right…..hear the calling deep inside your spirit –like the bat kol of old announcing it's message to the bold ones……see the horizon's distant light selectively shining in your eyes like the the pillar of fire leading you past the pitfalls of life in the seemingly endless life…..know your path and know it well and don't fall for some  cliché way that passes for a respectable plan for any decent woman or man---time and life is way too precious for that…you have a song that no one else can compose ---and that's the one and only way that you are meant to go…..perhaps some poetic inspiration can light up your absolutely unique resonation  

  

   

THE PATH OF THE CHOSEN FEW  

take me there
show me where
I don't care
about anything else
so please take me there
light up my way now
the path eludes me somehow
show me the what and how
so that I too can know
how to light up my way now
the past holds every clue
the future leads me into the new
this path is only for those chosen few
who knows if I belong
only the One Above can provide me a clue
take me back home
back to where I come from
to the place above the sun
bring me back
back to the place of One 

 

  

 FROM THE NARROW STRAITS I CALL  

  **the narrow straits  

the struggling places  

sometimes makes us  

fall on our faces  

 

   **but the woman  

and the man  

when they know the secret of faith  

that the narrow straits  

always lead  

to an expansive place  

 

   **and there was darkness  

and then there was light  

and G-d said ,  

Let there be light  

and every blessing has endless light  

and every prayer has infinite might 

  

   **cast away the bitterness  

banish the hopelessness  

melt away the despair  

as if it was never there 

 

   **from the narrow straits I call to You  

and when I do  

I know that You'll come through  

just like you always do 

 

   **and that's how you turn the narrow straits  

into the most expanded place  

a place of love and grace  

an amazing sacred space  

an eternal sanctuary  

an infinite way to see  

that no one  

and no thing  

that stands in your way  

will stay there  

if you open your lips to pray  

to the One Above  

to just take it away  

that's what I wanted to say 

 

LISTEN TO THE LION INSIDE OF YOU  

        listen to a whole new voice  

opening inside of you  

quiet and subtle at first  

but growing in intensity  

a birthing    the birth screams of Mashiach  

happening deep inside you  

        listen to the the darkness  

all the darknesses of your life  

calling you from a distance  

at first but steadily coming closer  

growing bolder    you've always kept them at a distance  

but something has shifted  

          you can now see right through them  

when you don't take your eyes off of them  

even for a second  

that's when you become friends  

that's when the angels  in charge of your pain and suffering  

surrender to you and they have  

no choice  but to yield to  

your penetrating stare  

           and the walls of illusion  

and delusion and dissolution  

and confusion  

come tumbling down  

just because you know that underneath  

that pain  that hurt  

there lies a light from Above  

a light that keeps  

everything in existence  

        and the Angel of death  

revealed to Moses  

the supernal ways  

these secrets     the Ketoret the holy spices  

the sublime combinations  

of goodness and badness  

meshed together in sacred light  

 and dashed away the darkness  

of the endless exile night  

        and the messianic light  

is being born inside of us  

and the birth pangs distract us  

but the promise of a better day  

of a higher way  

of an endless voice guides us  

       listen to the lion  

inside of you  

now in the time of messianic birthing  

       and let the roar  

encourage you to say  never more  

will I take my eyes away from  

the golden gate  that is open to one and all  

just walk on through that door  

        **the price of admission  

is submission to His Mysterious ways  

the secret code  is believing  

believing is seeing and seeing is believing 

 

POETRY OF THE SEFIROT  [GEVURAH WEEK] 

 

[**these first few poems are inspired by the writings of R. Avraham Yitzchak Kook Ztz'l followed  by some other poems that I was inspired by this Gevurah week**] 

 

BOUND AND BOUNDLESS 

 

      **Every person and every matter great and small 

That are found in this place that we call 'Olam' 

They all have an appearance of being normal and limited and bounded 

 

     **But we know that this World is a place that hides His true nature 

And nature itself is hiding Super-Nature 

And the bound is hiding the bound-less 

 

    **And when we open our minds to see this hidden seeing  

Then we will truly see that when the Red Sea splits 

Every Sea splits 

 

   **And what can manifest at the core  

Of anything and everything  

Is endless and boundless infinity 

For those with eyes to see 

 

THE HIDDEN AND REVEALED RATZON 

 

    **There is revealed Ratzon {Primal Will} 

In the hidden recesses of the soul 

 

   **Loving  Ratzon in the heart  

When it is revealed 

Awakens the hidden Ratzon in the World 

 

   **This Ratzon draws down the light 

Of the Holy Shechina—the Soul of the world 

 

   **And then all of the world's Ratzons  

Are elevated 

And birth new Souls 

And heal all those 

Who need healing 

 

RAISHIT CHOCHMA YIRAT HASHEM 

{The Beginning of Wisdom is the Fear of G-d—Proverbs 9/10} 

 

    The quintessence of wisdom 

The source of endless insight; 

Is Yirat Hashem 

Is fear of G-d 

Is seeing G-d 

Is Awe of G-d 

Is being terrified of losing connection with G-d 

 

   How can the fear of G-d become wisdom? 

How can fear be the key to wisdom? 

How can fear be the source of wisdom? 

 

    But then I see 

I see G-d seeing me 

I see Heaven embracing me 

I see my passion to see G-d 

I see that passion guiding me constantly 

 

   And seeing G-d seeing me 

Sets me free 

Guides my life 

Liberates my mind 

Expands my insight endlessly 

It's the outer key  

That unlocks my inner me 

Enabling me to see 

The essence of reality 

 

 

 

FEAR OF LOSING 

 

    Have you ever felt the preciousness of someone so deeply/ so completely 

That you know with certainty  

That you cannot 

That you will not 

Ever 

Lose it 

[come what may] 

Through thick and thin---through life and death! 

So what do you do? 

 

   You simply say –no way 

No one and no thing will get in your way 

Nothing that anyone can say  

 

   You build a wall  

So strong and tall  

That nothing at all can get through 

And you set aside a sacred space 

A sacred time 

When no one else is there 

To sing the praises of that which you hold so dear 

And your fear of losing 

Is transformed 

Into a constant choosing 

To never lose 

 

THE INFINITE POWER OF CONSTRICTION 

 

    And the Creator of it all 

Saw in his infinite and eternal way 

That in order to create something beside Him 

In order to let others in 

Something else that He could relate to  

Something like a child or a student or a friend 

He would need to create  

A beginning and an end 

A constriction to the expansion 

A saying to the Universe—Enough!! 

A moving Himself out of the way 

A limiting of time that there could be a night and a day 

 

     And in His Infinite wisdom 

He moved his infinity out of the way 

[or at least so it seemed 

For those who can't see Him in His hiding 

And that's how He taught us all 

That in order to allow 

Your own infinity to be shared endlessly 

You must constrict yourself 

And let your loved one free 

To be whoever they want to be 

 

SAYING NO 

 

    For other people , he was a yes sayer 

He wanted to be a good player  

In the game of people pleasing 

 

   He was terrified of saying no 

He wouldn't know how to cope 

With the threatening silence that  

Follows a disapproving stare 

 

   He would always leave the interaction 

With a promise that by the next time  

That they met 

He would see to it that all would be YES 

 

   And then one day out of the blue 

A new possibility presented itself to him 

A possibility that he'd never known 

The possibility of saying NO 

 

   And he was shown that when he said no 

Life would nevertheless go on –just like before 

But new doors 

Would open themselves to him 

New possibilities cams his way 

 

   And the more 'Nos' that he would say 

The more choices that would come his way 

The more his inner voice would come into play 

 

  And from that 1st no saying day on 

He stumbled upon 

Blessed yesses 

Carefully selected yesses 

True to his essence yesses 

THE MANY SPLENDORED COLORS OF SAYING NO 

 

   Saying no can take you to places that yes sayers 

Can never go 

 

    Painting your day with the colors of saying no  

Will show you how to hold on 

To the blessings that come your way  

Every day 

 

    When you find yourself wanting to rain down limitlessly 

All that you know and see  

on some unsuspecting being 

try to restrain yourself a bit 

though it might be painful a bit 

the eventual gain you can gain from it 

will be well worth it 

 

    The getting yourself out of someone's way 

Might just reveal to you a whole new side of life 

A whole new way 

A new side of them  

And a new side of you too 

 

 POETRY OF THE ETERNALLY RESTLESS SPIRIT  

  

    Dear eternal life kindlers…..dear restless begin again-ers…..dear darkness turned into life emulaters ….your images dance in front of my inner eyes today and all days….your vision is the vision that we all need to draw from--- in order to emulate His Eternal spirit---in order to light up the darkest exiles of our lives tonight and all nights…..share with us your insight ---about life and about being alive and about rekindling life and about seeing so deeply and so profoundly that the aliveness will last forever--- and about receiving so completely  –that  the blessings will dance their way around us –inside and outside of us------and the hunger will consume us and resurrect our ancient restless spirit---and paradoxical voices will encompass us –with holy hunger for more –the battle of evermore---teaching us what it's all –and we will reach out for You and never stop desiring to penetrate your eternity to see and know nothing but you to pledge poetic allegiance to thee—to be aware that you are watching me—lovingly—endlessly –compassionately--eternally   

  

  

EMULATE  

  

And I offer a heart-filled prayer   

to the One who sees right through me   

to the One who loves me infinitely   

to the One who shows me the possibility   

of giving away all I own for free   

and a great weight is removed from me   

when I emulate the   

The One   

Whose love is given  

Freely  

 Infinitely   

  Effortlessly    

   Eternally  

  

 GIFTS  

                   

      We are blessed human beings   

 We are blessed with gifts   

 that come to us all the time  

and   

Seep their way into our lives   

just on the edge of our awareness   

just on the edge of our consciousness    

   

just waiting us to embrace them       

To unwrap them,   

 to bring them into our souls   

 Into our lives  

  
 so many words   

so many people   

so many things  

 going on  

   

We have  

 no inkling  

 or fathoming  

 of just how endless   

 and profound these gifts truly are  

       

ALLEGIANCE  

  

***poetry  

 has staked its property
here inside of me
I can't seem 
to find 
any other way to be  

  

    ******electricity  

 is the eye
with which I see
with such intensity
that I can't seem
to free myself 
from it's light 
which enraptures me  

   

   ***eternity  

 I pledge allegiance to thee 
your spacious expanse 
draws me inside of thee
it's the only voice
that speaks to me  

  

  

THE HUNGER  

     

    we can never still  

the hunger we feel  

once it becomes real  

when the walls come tumbling down  

and the truth makes itself all too clear  

Take me back  

Take me back home  

    

    how can I possibly  

tame the wild beast?  

how can I contain  

the tempest storm?  

How can I stifle  

the insatiable longing  

to come back to my ancient home  

to return to my infinite womb  

  

      I remember your voice  

I remember our dance  

I remember our joy  

I remember the bliss  

I remember the love  

  

THE PARADOX PASSWORD  

      

     Paradox is the password…  

it's the only way to get from here to there  

in a world where attaching to one side alone  

 will paralyze you…  

will stifle you ..will minimize you…  

  

    But when you set in motion  

 paradoxical notions  

then the mountains   

and the oceans   

will go to bat for you  

will show where it's at for you   

will point you in a direction   

that's based on your inner predilection  

  

     Though it may make no sense  

 to your linear minded friends  

it's really the only way  

to find your way home  

  

  

      

THIS IS WHO I AM   

  

      the barriers  

of her fears  

the blockades  

of years  

came tumbling down  

like a dam  

crashed by a battering ram  

she declared  

this IS who I am  

  

     she found her voice  

and the more she spoke  

and the more she wrote  

the more the world  

spoke to her  

at first with great demure  

timid and mild  

not wreck-less or wild  

  

  

     until she opened her eyes  

and she stood up and enticed  

the messages from far and near  

to present themselves  

crystal clear  

to anyone   

who really wanted  

who really needed  

to hear  

  

 GO INTO THEE  

  

  

To go into Thee  

that's where I want to be  

and I listen closely  

for the real me  

to set myself free  

will the real me  

please step up  

and let me be me  

the essential me  

  

   and I am shown  

a glimpse  

of the true ANI  

and that's enough  

to drive me  

to become  

the real me  

from now  

through eternity  

  

TO BE SO ALIVE THAT OUR ALIVENESS LASTS FOREVER  

   

    **we interface  

with the transitioning  

into the gray mist  

where the old notion  

of aliveness  

pales  

in comparison with  

the new one  

   

   **and when we flirt  

with the image  

of a new  

un-familiar  

[and at the same time -painfully familiar]  

all encompassing home world  

then suddenly  

all of the old fears and concerns  

melt away  

into the inconsequential past  

   

   **we are born  

we die  

into a new birth  

headed towards  

a new death-birth  

constantly  

indelibly inevitably  

   

   **and the pulse of life  

beyond life  

beckons......  

a Heavenly Voice  

hiding in the shadows  

reminds us  

invites us  

engrosses us  

captures us  

subtlely  

secretively  

surreptitious-ly  

   

    **show us  

how to choose  

the most important  

selections  

how to go in  

the most meaningful  

directions  

how to bond with  

the most loving  

connections  

   

   **how to be  so alive  

that we have no doubt  

that all we do and say  

and think and feel  

will plant seeds of endless  

purity and alive-ness  

and love and light  

 that will last forever  

 

THE POETRY OF WATER AND FIRE LOVE 

[***At this time when the Sefirot of Chesed and Gevurah converge {in the counting of the Sefirat Ha-Omer}---it's an auspicious time to poetically explore the poetry of the Love of Water {Chesed} and Fire {Gevurah}***]  

 

Dear love seekers….love speakers ….love thinkers…love dreamers …… constantly …and you surely know that there are different kinds of love …fire love and water love…. And the two so often get confused with each other …..passionate love masquerading as universal love ….and universal love longing to be embraced as passionate love…..and the beat goes on…and the love entrances us…enhances us…enchants us…implants in us--- the desire for more ….for just as the sea's crashing waves are not stilled until they arrive at the shore---so too does the thirst for love never leave us in peace ---until a beloved one reassures us of their love and allow us to be released –at least as long as we feel that the love is real…..perhaps one or two of these water and fire love poems will steal your heart away…and if not today---there's always another day …there always is…..  

LOVE LIKE WATER AND FIRE  

*****Some speak of a love like water 

a love that has no bounds  

a love that never ends 

a love that only gives  

a love that is the essence of life a love that is so subtle 

so pure in it’s frequency level so unselfish so G-dly 

so much a part of everything so much a part of you and me 

that you may not ever notice it  

unless it’s threatened to be taken away  

****Some speak of a love like water 

a sisterly love a blissful love 

an essential love an unconditional love 

a love extended to one and all 

a love that free loves from above  

a love of silver a love of the Tree of Life  

a love of The Crown a love of nothingness  

a love which is perfect as is  

***** Some speak of a love like fire 

a love that comes and goes  

a love that threatens to get away 

a love that gives and takes  

a love that is intoxicating  

a love that is so deeply felt 

so deeply experienced  

so attached to one’s sense of wellbeing 

so connected to self esteem  

so human  

so personal 

that you can’t think of anything else 

and you don’t think  

you could live without it  

*****Some speak of a love like fire  

a lover’s love  

an eccentric love  

a fragile love 

a jealous love  

a love directed solely to one’s beloved 

a love is that is aroused from below  

a love of gold 

a love of the Tree of Knowledge 

a love of The Kingdom 

a love of something ness  

a love which constantly yearns 

*****Some know how to love both loves 

To yearn like fire 

And be in bliss like water 

To arouse the water love 

With the fire love 

And when one knows love 

Then one lives love 

And the fire and water love 

Become one love  

MAY YOUR LOVE WATER THE THIRSTY ONES  

~May You share love 

May you give of yourself completely 

May that giving manifest 

as an ever growing 

ever deepening love 

for every human being 

and for THE ONE 

who is the source 

of all love  

~May you create at all times, 

incredible love... 

a love that reflects back to you 

the true love inside of you 

that lies at the core 

of who you are  

~May you be a love giver 

a love creator 

a love maker 

at all times  

~May your love 

make the world 

a better place 

always in all ways  

~May your love 

water the thirsty ones 

parched from no one 

in their lives 

sharing love with them 

like the new season's rains 

water the dried up desert  

LOVE  

***I have a new/ old friend  

Her name is Love  

**** She is everybody's friend 

at least they all  

would like to think so  

but in any case  

she never turns them away 

when they look her way  

****When I saw her once 

in a new and different way  

She no longer was for me 

elusive 

or intrusive  

or abusive  

****She was in fact 

light as a feather  

and whether I chased her 

or just let her go 

she no longer ran away  

****I could tell at this time 

that she was 

here to stay  

SPEAK TO ME  

******He tastes her words 

He breathes in her name  

He drinks in her sighs  

His heart longs  

to engage her 

in heart dialogue....  

******He then dares 

to reach out to her 

and he says, 

''please, dearest flower  

, flower of love---water love, 

speak to me from the heart,  

speak to me of the love 

of water  

and fire too,  

speak to me of passion  

my eyes seek to see you  

in the light of the dawn 

my heart longs to know you  

in a way  

that only hearts  

can know  

******speak to me of the night 

speak to me in silence 

speak to me in sacred song 

speak to me from the mystery 

that lies hidden 

inside you  

A HOLY FIRE OF LOVE  

there is a holy fire of love 

a love for all that exists 

a love that sees no distinctions 

a love that sees nothing but soul 

a love that keeps us warm 

a love of endless delight 

a love dependent on nothing 

a love that embraces all creatures 

a love that sees through the facade 

a love experienced by those 

who have penetrated consciousness 

a love that is fueled by infinite love 

from The One Above  

MANY WATERS CANNOT QUENCH THE LOVE 

[*Song of Songs*]  

****and he says to her, 

"how can I possibly 

tame the wild beast? 

how can I contain 

the tempest storm? 

How can I stifle 

the insatiable longing 

I have for you?"  

****and she says to him 

"many waters cannot quench 

the love that I feel for you 

night and day 

There's nothing else 

I can do 

this love will be forever 

it will never go away "  

****and he says to her, 

" the hunger 

is never stilled 

there is no cure 

there is no magic pill 

I continue to roam 

these desolate streets 

searching for any clues 

listening for any news 

I may hear about you"  

****and she says to him, 

"I remember your voice 

I remember our dance 

I remember our joy 

I remember the bliss 

I remember the love 

the endless love 

the love that no one 

can live without"  

****and he says to her 

"and the search goes on 

it always will 

we can never still the hunger we feel 

once it becomes real 

when the walls come tumbling down 

and the truth makes itself all too clear 

Take me backTake me back home to you"  

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