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THE POETRY OF A FEW SELECTED VERSES FROM
PARSHAT VAYISHLACH
Dear children of the Patriarchal and Matriarchal
ways…..these are the days ---the very special days ---that the lights of the
Holy Ones shine upon anyone who opens their heart to receive….and it goes so
incredibly deep---we can receive secret recipe how to the Bridge
Heaven and Earth -----so lets dive into a few select verses with poetic
eyes---it works every time ----and when we do----we can receive the secret
recipe of how to transform the constricted mind to a state of expansion all the
time----- and we can receive the secret recipe for seeing how patience will
inevitable take us to the ultimate place----- and we can receive the
secret recipe for seeing how the darkest hour is just before the dawn ---and
this is the time we've all been waiting on since the very beginning------ and
we can receive the secret recipe for seeing how all the goodness we engage
in---creates Angels that surround us and lead us on the path we are meant to go
on…..
EXPANDED AND CONSTRICTED CONSCIOUSNESS--THE YISRAEL AND
YAAKOV FACTOR ---
God said to him, "Your name is Jacob. Your name shall no longer be called
Jacob, but Israel shall be your name." And He named him Israel. וַיֹּֽאמֶר־ל֥וֹ
אֱלֹהִ֖ים שִׁמְךָ֣ יַֽעֲקֹ֑ב לֹֽא־יִקָּרֵא֩ שִׁמְךָ֨ ע֜וֹד יַֽעֲקֹ֗ב כִּ֤י
אִם־יִשְׂרָאֵל֙ יִֽהְיֶ֣ה שְׁמֶ֔ךָ וַיִּקְרָ֥א אֶת־שְׁמ֖וֹ יִשְׂרָאֵֽל:
***we are a nation of rational
reasonable beings...
we see things the way they are...we see our limitations
...
we keep quiet when quiet is called for...
we rise and we fall when we are pushed out of the
door...
we long for the days of grace whenever we are
disgraced---
and we know that time and space will eventually make some
space for our higher beings ---to step inside the ancient days ----
when we will see that all the ebbs and flows and all the
highs and lows ---were the neeccesary road that the Jacob smallness needed to
get to the Yisrael expandedness--
***there is no other way than this
---
and the people of enlightenment know
that they must let go
of all they know
in order to travel into the higher realms
where all is one--
where the song that is sung
will be the song of the soul ---
the song that knows
that the holy expansion
of G-d's mansions
in the sky
we will inhabit
when the time is right
***and we will live in a nachala blo
metzartim---
in a state of endless inheritance
in a time when everything will be accessible---
a measure for measure payback
to the yisrael who understands that G-d is
everywhere and everything
INSTANT GRATIFICATION
Now, let my master go ahead before his servant, and I will move [at] my own
slow pace, according to the pace of the work that is before me and according to
the pace of the children, until I come to my master, to Seir." יַֽעֲבָר־נָ֥א
אֲדֹנִ֖י לִפְנֵ֣י עַבְדּ֑וֹ וַֽאֲנִ֞י אֶתְנַֽהֲלָ֣ה לְאִטִּ֗י לְרֶ֨גֶל
הַמְּלָאכָ֤ה אֲשֶׁר־לְפָנַי֙ וּלְרֶ֣גֶל הַיְלָדִ֔ים עַ֛ד אֲשֶׁר־אָבֹ֥א
אֶל־אֲדֹנִ֖י שֵׂעִֽירָה:
***and Jacob told his nemesis brother
Eisav---
you go ahead and take it all ----
take the blessings of this world and the next---
we have all we need ---
the seed of endlessness has been planted in our
midst---
the bliss of the endlessness has been shown to
us
***we'll meet you at the end
or when the time is right....
but for now --we're doing just fine...
we're learning the art of patience...
the art of trusting in the process...
the art of knowing
that there is always a light at the tunnel's end....
the knowing that it is the going there
that is what it's all about ---
not the having things right now --that counts---
***that's your thing---
that's your sensation---
take your instant gratfication...
take it all now my brother---
if that's what you need----
take your entitlement
if that's all your eyes can see----
take you red red pottage --
and fill your sellf up here and now-----
***because you see----
we have a destiny
that's a completely different ----
we are learning that what is coming to you--
will come freely---
if you just let it be---
if you let G-d be the giver---
and you be the receiver ---
and the believer---
eventually you will see....
***so we'll meet you in Seir---
and the voice of Jacob --
at that time will speak louder
and clearer than it ever has before
UNTIL THE BREAK OF DAWN
And Jacob was left alone, and a man wrestled with him until the break of
dawn. וַיִּוָּתֵ֥ר
יַֽעֲקֹ֖ב לְבַדּ֑וֹ וַיֵּֽאָבֵ֥ק אִישׁ֙ עִמּ֔וֹ עַ֖ד עֲל֥וֹת הַשָּֽׁחַר
***we are the warriors of the long exiled
night ....
cast out across the vissicitudes of time---
new lands ----new sparks...
the journey seems to be endless--
the struggle tires us out ,
but we have to carry on ...
we are cast out into a new nation,
a new personality,
a new reality....
***all we have
is our collective subconscious swords at our sides----
a resonation of wrongs and rights--
divine guidance in the darkest nights ....
a collection of soul filling sparks collected along the
way------
the clarity of why we are here and there and everywhere
---
and how long we can stay ---
and when we must be cast away--
***and the road seems to goes on forever--
but our endeavor is signed and sealed by the Divine
....
and nowadays--we find
signs of the approaching dawn more and more --
the Alot Hashachar---the end of the 'night' --
and we catch glimpses of the reasons why ---
the why of what we have
and what we have been
and what we will ultimately be ---
***and the wrestling matches
are about to come to an end ---
and we are being constantly sent words of encouragement
---
so hang in there my perpetual friend ---
soon soon we will know why every exile was neccesary--
and when it all comes into focus---
that's when we will stand amazed --
dazed and speechless --
at how all was meaningful and divine
and sent--in a personalized way---
and soon they say---
the break of dawn ---will reveal to us
the most beautiful song
you've ever heard .....
ANGELS
Jacob sent angels ahead of him וַיִּשְׁלַ֨ח יַֽעֲקֹ֤ב מַלְאָכִים֙
לְפָנָ֔יו
**and he wanders down life's aimless
boulevards
with his eyes almost closed
because he can't stand to feel
the pain and misery
and he'd rather see
the Ancient One
than the ebb and flow
of the street
**and in the
distance
he hears the softness
calling out to him
so far yet so near
he can practically touch it
and he reaches down deeper
than he ever has before
and a door opens in his mind
and he stumbles inside
and the light is blinding
so he squints his eyes
and tries to see
in futility
**but he does notice a
voice
and of course he has no choice
But to listen
And this is what he hears,
"You have been brought here
Because we know you are An explorer
Of the subtleness
And the consciousness
And the mystery
So what you are about to see
May at first make no sense
But with time
And peace of mind
The message will be clear
As will be all the messages
You are privileged to hear
In the sacred text of providence
And so is anyone else
Who allows their lives to be guided by us "
**And as fast as these
angelic beings Appeared
That's how fast they disappeared
And he regained consciousness
At the end of the sunset street
And his closed eyes journey
Once again taught him brand new things About himself and
life and love
With the grace of the One Above
TSIMTSUM POETRY ----THE CONSTRICTION CREATION PROCESS
[**The Creator Hid His Infinity leaving a void that was
filled in a hidden -ultimately to be revealed way ---with all that exists in
Creation……Our chosen Patriarch Yaakov---in all that he did---though he managed
to keep it very hidden----was always driven by Divine wisdom of this Tsimtsum
process---to get back to the wholeness---to the allness—to the
completeness---from the constant constricted darkness that he found himself in
---thereby paving this road for the rest of us **]
Dear driven beings----ones who are constantly feeling
the shadow impressions of potentiality ---transforming reality back
into becoming the whole perfection that it originally came from ----and the
only way inside--- is to forge a bee-line through the heart of the primal void
---because everyone knows that nature abhors a void –and no one can avoid it's
irresistible pull ---a full-on magnetic flux out of this life-long
incarceration that is imprisoning the rest of us ----and the man of vision
knows that this isn't the place that we've all come from---or where we need to
go---and only the wild outlaw knows how to ride the un-tamed ray of
life and tune in to the almost imperceptible voice -----he has no choice
–except to follow the other world-ly noise leading him back to the source----and
of course the divine echo reveals to him –what he always knew –that we have all
been here before----- to fulfill a vision of bliss---to a long lost era of
completeness-----back to a place of His everythingness-----the only place to go
to—after being stuck for eons in the Worlds of nothingness
VISION OF BLISS
**and the void
that constantly beckons
seeks to overcome
all lackings
all needings
until the private well
that we protect so dearly
becomes an overflowing
constant emanating wellspring
**and there are doors
that have been closed
that are beginning to open
and there are
desires and visions
and longings and birthings
that are beginning
to appear and to manifest
**and the lifelong
vision
of a life that's full and overflowing
finds it's realization in the knowing
that the ultimate way
to be free
is to love what is
is to be in bliss
with what is
this ironically enough is the vision of bliss
THE VOID
the void
that nature abhors
opens doors
that have never
been opened before
the void
feel the impossibillity
know that this just cannot be
the void
can be your best friend
if you know how to let it in
it can take you
to places you've never been
the void
what was G-d used
to communicate
to relate
to us
to enable us
to relate
to Him
the void
it is what we grasp
when we struggle for life
when the end is in sight
when something must change
there can be no other way
the void
we don't have to wait
until it's almost too late
we can simulate
we can create
the void
right here
right now
the void
the passion
the life-force
the transformation
the new me
...
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